The missing Key

MY parents sold me to a vampire? ch 11

The long awaited chapter....Chapter 11...The I have been getting comments for ....Such as Upload!, But alas I really am surprised that I have stayed on the whats hot list for soo long. It is like wow...Shocker. No sarcasm. I will Not upload as much as I used to............. I have school and need to pass math... And plus i dont have time.

well here it is

Chapter 11

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Charlette POV

I woke up to something cool on my head. Kinda hard but it felt good in a weird sorta way. It so good that I was having a battle with my eyelids to stay closed but alas I lost the war. As my eyes fluttered open I realized that this was not a pillow. 'Cause pillows don't move I am sure no positive. Slowly I raised my head to see it was Night. He looked so peaceful in his sleep. I had an urge to kiss him and say good morning. NO!NO! I should not have these feelings. Men should not be trusted. No one should be trusted for even children as pure as freshly fallen snow, in time become corrupted like their elders, just as the snow is pure and white as it falls, soon as it hits the ground it then thaws over time as it accumulates the snow then builds and turns and nasty shade of brown. Really should get my head out of the gutter love hurts and I don't like the feeling. I hate pain but tolerate cause it makes me feel better about myself. I am in control and I will be dammed if someone takes that away from me.

*****FlashBack*****

"God damit Charlette if just did what I told you to do we would not be in this shit but no! You had to make us look like we can't control our daughter! How do you think we look now! HUH!"

"..."Why responed when I know what was going to happen. Dad was out drinking he would get me later, but for now I was all alone with my mother. I knew what was going to happen soon, or now . Her fist. Nothing I could do to stop it. It was a blur first I was on the grouned next being dragged up the stairs by my hair and the shoved down them again. Her kicks hitting the same spot everytime. I was a human punching bag. I saw dots of black. Then my sight was gone."

*****End of FlashBack******

I was eight at the time and the night was the very first time I cut myself. While I was trying to get to my bed I slit my wrist on a piece of glass. I didn't know where it came from nor did I care. It felt good. Something inside me just cracked and I did it again and again till all the pain went numb. Ever since then there was always this comfort that I knew was coming. After my mum and dad had their fill. I would cut. I know have this itching desire to do it even when I am not in pain. When I need to stop thinking about something, bullies, anything just feeling uncomfortable I have the urge. And I have no reason to resist.

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People I will upload later today

After I do stupid math homework

Oh I found my cousin on here to. She is like a year unger than me and lives some where in this very world

belive it or not and we have like the same user name and everything. It is so weird.

But anyway

I know this is short but hey. I likey my ending,

Chow