Hate

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I hate all this. I hate everything about it. A day goes by so slowly. The cold metal around my wrist. The company of silence. When guilt is all over the atmosphere.
All my thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the door opening. I turn my gaze to the door and see Hobi hyung and Mark running through the door.
"GET UP!"
Hobi was screaming while I was Mark was uncuffing us. I was so confused. Both of them run and I follow until we reach the door. I come to a stop. Hobi hyung notices.
"Why did you stop?"
"U-Uh I just thought we weren't aloud to come."
He just sighed and took my wrist in his hand. We went through the house out the door and into the car. In the car Jimin Jungkook were already there. I look around and see Yoongi hyung in the car too.
"Y-Yoongi h-hyung?"
He turned to me and had one of the most deadliest glares I've ever seen.
"What?" His tone was dull and empty. No expression was shown.
"W-why are you h-here?"
He rolled his eyes and continued.
"I came here early so we can go see Jin."
"W-What happened to Jin hyung?"
"He got in a car crash and we are going to fly to America now. So stop with the questions."
First of all. Worry was clear on my face. Second of all. Why does he sound so cold. Does he hate me? I don't blame him. After what I did. I think I hate myself too.
We all got in the car to the airport. Once we were on the plane I immediately slept.
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Time Skip
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After the flight in the car we were on the way to the hospital. The ride was silent. Once I saw the hospital in view everybody was ready to go. We parked the car and ran to inside. Hobi hyung and Mark where asking where his room was while we were waiting. Once we got the room number we headed to the room. The doctor came out of the room and looked at us.
"Are you Kim Soekjin's guardians?"
We all nodded.
"Good, he's fine and he's awake. He just needs to not over work himself and rest for about a week. You can go see him if you want."
I sighed of relief. We barged in the room and headed to the bed. I stopped myself when I realized something.
What if he hates me to like Yoongi hyung does? I'll just make everything worse. I turned around and headed out of the room. I sat on one of the chairs and sat in silence.
Until the door opened revealing...

Yoongi's POV
"Are you okay? How do you feel?"
We all blurred out questions but immediately stopped when we heard the door close. I looked around the room and realized Tae was not here.
"Oh shit"
I realized it was my fault. I made him feel like we hated him.
"Yoongi, language."
"Sorry hyung"
I said as I left the door. Once I opened the door Tae gaze lifted up to me but quickly looked back down.
"Uh...why aren't you with Jin?"
"No reason at all. Just thought too much people will overwhelm him."
I knew he was not telling the truth.
"Don't lie to me Tae."
He just stayed silent. I sighed and came to sit next to him. I hugged him and felt his body immediately tighten up.
"I'm sorry Tae"
He looked at me confused. 
"Why are you sorry hyung. I'm the one who should me sorry."
"Tae. I'm sorry for back there in the car. I'm sorry if I made you feel like I hate you. Tae look at me."
We pulled away and He look at me straight in the eyes.
"I could never hate you. I love you and there's nothing that can change that. Now matter who you are or what you do. I will always love you. No matter what. And I'm speaking for both me and Jin. Actually. I'm speaking for all of the boys. Okay?"
He nodded and hugged me. I hugged back.
"I love you hyung"
"I love you too Tae."
We pulled away and stood up walked in. But he stopped once again. I turned to him and whispered
"We all love you no matter what. That includes Jin."
He nodded and we walked in. Once we did. Everybody's gaze turned to us. I gave Tae a little push to Jin's bed and he glared at me. I just chuckled.

Tae POV
"H-hyung."
"Tae"
I started sobbing.
"H-hyung I'm sorry I disappointed you. I understand if you don't want to talk to m-me."
I couldn't continue because I started sobbing harder. Then I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned my head and looked to see who it was. Namjoon hyung. He looked at me and smiled. Then he turned to Jin hyung.
"We're both sorry. And we know that sorry isn't going to change it. But we feel guilt."
Then he turned to me.
"And Tae don't you EVER think we won't love you. EVER no matter what you do. We will always love you."
I smiled then turned my gaze to Jin hyung when he started talking.
"Namjoon's right. We will ALWAYS love you no matter who you are or what you do. And I know you're sorry. And I know you're feeling guilty. I know. Namjoon this goes for you too." Then we hugged as a big Bangtan group hug. Including Mark. So like Bangtan and 1/7 of GOT7 group hug.
Anyway. We decided to stay at a hotel.
The rooms were:
Jin/Mark
Hoseok/Jungkook
Yoongi/Jimin
Tae/Namjoon
Me and Joon talked for a while till we fell asleep.
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Time Skip
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I woke up to two voices. One I recognized as Namjoon. While the other
Was...

Hahahahah. Cliffhanger. Although you might know who it is. Anyway.
Bye!

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