hey, stephen.
i found your diary. i'm writing in it now.
i hope you don't mind me doing this.
reading through it, it made me want to tear out my heart. i'm so sorry. i love you.
i wish i told you before you died.
four days.
i can't live without you stephen.
my heart can't take it.
i work hard every fucking day but this is too much, i can't focus on anything at all.
i'm thinking about you and nothing else. i've been watching videos of us, drunk, whatever.
i keep watching the one alex took of us when we got dared to kiss.
i wish we kissed for longer.
you were so beautiful, you still are.
i don't think i'll ever get over you.
will
