Can You Feel It Too? [Jae X Jeongyeon]*smut

JaeYeon 9 (Can you feel it too?)

*note : sorry, I changed the title, I feel this one is more match with the plot I'm giving. :)

Beep.... Beep... Beep..., the sound of Electrocardiography machine is waking me up in the dawn of the day. I keep looking at him, he is still unconscious. "Oppa, wake up already..." as I keep holding his hand tightly. He moved a bit, "O-Oppa?! Jae-Oppa?" quickly raising my head, staring at him anxiously, "Uh... Fuck... What happened?"

"Oppa! Finally, you wake up! I'm so worried that you never wake up again." I said to him hugging him softly, "Ah... Appa." I quickly got off of him, "Are you fine? Should I call the nurse?" he waved his hand saying no, holding my hand and pulling it slowly. "I'll be fine. Be with me 'till I'm truly healed. Okay?"

I stood up, walking outside the room, calling the nearest nurse. Went back and keep holding his hand until the doctor is arrive. "Oppa, How did this happen? Why weren't you going back to my house." He gulped, looking away a bit. "Jeongyeon, It isnt your problem, this is an accident. I can handle the pain myself, I don't want you to contribute to my pain as well." "NO! Why did run from me?" "I wasn't, I was riding in the fast lane, I didn't know my brake is broken."

I cried in front of him then I heard a knock on the wall, "You guys, okay? We can go back later." The nurse asked us, "It's okay. Doctor please proceed the check on him" I bowed to them. "Wow. You can really healing fast, Jae-ssi. If your condition like this, I can assure you will be healed in 3-4 days. But still need the gyps on the leg and arm." Jae's nodding to the doctor as they walked away after finished checking on him.

"Oppa, I want to talk about something, something I really bothered when I heard you got this accident." I sobbing softly, trying to sit beside him. Clinging his arm around mine, "The reason I was worried about you because I used to love someone really much, that I still can't move on from that day. That moment trapped my heart from liking anyone."

"A loved ex, huh.... I used to have one too. We didn't make through either, I still wondering what is love at that time." He closes his eyes with his arm. "He was the boy that makes me love myself, he even love me more than myself. He keeps bringing me smile and joy through our relationship, he doesn't care what other calling us, mocking us, he is still with me until that day happened."

"It was his day coming back from the UK, he competes in some competition there with some other national student. He called me saying "I want meet you, I really missed you." I replied to him that I'll be waiting at my house, I eagerly waiting for him for hours, he didn't arrived yet. Maybe he was in another meeting so he couldn't meet me, but I was wrong. 3 days later, the morning announcement called all the student to the sports hall, asking us to sit with his picture with black ribbon on the frame.

The principal announce that Park Jin Young has passed away due the car accident that occurs 2 other student got extremely hospitalized. I scream in tears as I run outside the hall and bumped into Ms. Jessi and Mr. Heechul. She hugged me tighly, "I'm gonna really miss that brat of yours, Jeongyeon-ssi" I cried so hard that my eyes are swelled and no tears can drop from it. I attended his funeral and meeting his parents for the first time, saying he was the greatest person ever etc, they totally understand the situation and didn't put the pain on me. I didn't go to school for a week because of it, afraid of people accusing me of what happen to him.

Even Momo and Nayeon came to my house to comfort me, I don't say it's totally worked because even when I'm in school, I still got depressed day to day. I still keep eating on the rooftop, where we used to eat. Waiting in the class for some minutes pretending he will fetch me to our favorite coffee shop, buying two coffees then left the other one still full. I went to our favorite places alone for a week, even Nayeon, Momo and Jihyo are following me silently from behind, afraid that I will do suicide due my depression of losing him.

I was in the edge of loneliness, I went to the rooftop alone after school, I keep sobbing as I walking there. I saw him, eating his meal like usual, saying hi to me. I ran towards him and got caught by Momo and Nayeon holding me from the edge of the floor. I broke down in their hugs, crying so loud that I can't hear him anymore.

"Jeongyeon. Don't cry, he is in the better place now. He will be sad if you keep hurting yourself or even trying to suicide." Nayeon said to me softly. Momo just keep nodding slowly because she understand I've been through. Though, we graduated from the school, I still I can't forget him, what he did to me. Now I ended up with you, my heart has been opened as I saw you talking to Nayeon in front of the class.

He smiles to me, getting up slowly, pulling me to him, hugging me slowly, "Jeongyeon. I will take care of you, I love you, We can go anywhere you want. I don't wanna lose you too" I hummed in his hug "I'll be waiting."

*time skipped to next week after the long healing process

"Jeongyeon-ah, Hold up. I still cant run!" "Oppa! Go faster we're gonna miss the sunset at this rate" we walked to the hill near our campus. I cant see he's in pain so I walk down and hold his arm walking slowly beside him. "Oppa. This is my first time being here after that...." Walking while looking down. I can feel his hand on my cheek, "Don't cry, I'm here. We will do it better than last time." I smiles to him with joy.

The sunset is slowly dipping through the sea city, shining his last light of the day against buildings glass windows. I felt like a painting that only us can see, holding our hands, with the breeze of high air of the hill. I peek my look at him, he noticed, slowly moving our heads. We kissed as the wind blowing our faces slowly, our slow kiss makes me wondering what is the story can we write on this new chapter of me nor him. I feel in love again.

*HI! SORRY FOR A LONG WEEK UPDATE. I'M REALLY BUSY WITH COLLEGE I HOPE THIS SMOL CHAPTER IS FULFILLING YOUR READING LUST. THIS CHAPTER 9 HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD FOR A WHILE, AND I REALLY WANNA PUT IT DOWN, IT WASN'T SAME AS I WROTE IN MY SKETCHBOOK BUT IS SIMILAR.

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