Just friends... (Timmy rasmussen fanfic)

Chapter 8:

**skylars pov**

I got up from my seat. "Hey guys.... Im gonna just... Go to the bathroom." I said. "Oh... Are you okay?" Alex asked. I nodded and ran of to the restroom.

I went into a stall and made sure i locked it. I sat down making sure that my feet weren't touching the ground. I havent eaten.... I have been putting all this pressure on myself. I dont know what to do.

You know when they say everything is gonna be okay and then it turns into were sorry we tried our best to help them but they didnt make it. Im scares that will happen.

I have lost to many people in my life but the doctor says timmy will be okay. Should i trust a guy that i dont fucking know to help my friend?

Probably not but the doctor is probably just telling us what we want to hear. I started sobbing.

I thought for a moment. I dont have blades the doctors found them when they were searching us like they do to everyone else who is going to visit someone.

I thought again.... I took off my bangle bracelet which is a thin metal bracelet. I broke it in half and used the sharp sid to cut.

I started sobbing even more. I heard someone come in so i tried to stop crying. It was max. She knocked on the stall.

I dropped the bracelet. "Skylar.... Skylar!" She said. I ran out of the bathroom and went outside. I just want to be home.

Why. Why does all this stuff happen to me? Its like i found a nice person i love and care about and the world decides hey if that person makes you happy im gonna ruin them.

Alex came outside with max and alex hugged me. "I think were gonna go to my house." He told max. I looked up at him. He helped me in the car.

"Skylar you look really pale..." He said. "Oh i do? Im sure i will be fine." I said faking a smile.

"So are you scared about timmy?" He asked. I sighed. "Yeah. I really wish i would have said bye to him before we left." I said. Alex nodded.

"Why would you say bye to him? Normally you would say goodnight because bye means forever... Sky... You have been saying bye alot." Alex said.

"Oh come on alex so what i say goodbye instead of goodnight now. Big deal." I said. "No skylar it is a big deal. Your a sweet girl who loves everyone and you never say goodbye to people you love." Alex said.

I shrugged. "Maybe this is my way of saying goodbye." I said. Alex looked at me nervously as i looked out the window. "Skylar. Dont even dare." He said.

"Well why not. Timmy wouldnt care. Max has casey. You. You have so many other people it wouldnt even matter if i left." I said.

Alex pulled over. He grabbed my hand. "Skylar! Dont ever say that! Max would probably kill herself if you left! And timmy! Oh my god he would be a mess! And me... I... I dont know what i would do without my friend.." He said.

I started crying and he hugged me. "I just want timmy to be okay. Thats all! Why does this always happen?!? It should have been me! And the driver should have tried to kill me!" I said sobbing.

"You didnt stay clean did you?" Alex said. "Im sorry.... I couldnt handle it anymore.." I said.

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Sorry about that short and sad chapter. So basically alex is taking skylar home and no they arent dating they are friends.... So yeah hope you enjoyed bye.