Samara’s POV
I was kinda excited for my father to come back home. But I never expected it to happen this way. I have always been close with my dad, but ever since he got this new job he distanced himself from me. He said he would came home after a month. Then it was 5 weeks and then he ended up storming up in my room and yelling at my boyfriend after not being here for 3 months. It hurt me that he never called me once or replied to texts. He always took me to another country for a few weeks, we traveled a lot together. But he changed. Don’t get me wrong, I think that it’s amazing that he has a good job that makes him happy.
But it sucks that he had to leave me for 3 months. He didn’t even make time to call me once. That’s the worst part about it, he never thought about me. But I got used to it, being on my own in the house. He traveled for his job a lot in the past too, but that wasn’t more then 2 weeks. I grew up to be very independent and I never really cared to stay home alone. I traveled a lot too for my modeling career and if I was home I spend my time with friends. While he was gone I got to meet Cameron and meet some of the most amazing friends that mean the world to me right now. I wanted to tell my father all about it. How I fell in love with Cameron, how I went on tour with him, how I had fun with friends and how Cameron surprised me in Paris. But dad never had time for me, he ignored every call and text. I didn’t feel the need to call him after a while, I knew he was gonna ignore me anyway. Sometimes I wish that my mom was still in my life. I never knew what she was like, my dad never wanted to talk about it. He only told me that she made him unhappy and that she left him and me one day. That’s all I know. I always get jealous of people that are so close with there mother. I would love to have a mother that listens to my stories and gives me a hug before going to work and .. “Your alright?” Cam snapped me out of my thoughts.
“Yeah, just thinking” I said while tears escaped my eyes. “I should of never spoken like that to your father I’m sorry” Cam focused on the road while I saw that he was upset. “No, it’s not that. I mean you were right, you were here for me when my father wasn’t. You had the right to speak up for me. It just sucks knowing that he only cares about work, and not me. Not trying to sound selfish or something. But we used to be so close, our bond was unbreakable” I explained while I started crying. “I’m sorry babe..” Cameron placed his hand down on mine. “I’m glad I have like all my clothes at your place, I’m not going back to that house” I shook my head and looked out of the window.
“Your always welcome at our place, you know that” Cam smiled. “I know, thanks god. I don’t know what I would do without you” I smiled back at him while he gently kissed the back of my hand. “What do you wanna do night?” He asked me. “We can ask everyone to come over to my place and have a movie night?” Cam said. “Sounds like a perfect plan” I said. I grabbed my phone and texted the girls and the other guys. “I’m happy that we’re going strong in this relationship, you know?” Cameron said out of no where. “You are?” I smiled while he nodded. “I’ve been in relationships with other girls, but they never made me feel the way that you make me feel. I’m just happy to have someone by my side that I can trust and know that she won’t leave me.” Cameron told me. “The last thing I will do is leaving you. You brought so much happiness in my life and I will never regret to be in a relationship with you. I would rather be with you forever, then not having you in my life at all” I said. “Do you see a future with me in it?” Cam asked me while he turned his head to me. “Ofcourse I do.” I kissed his cheek making him smile. “I don’t know if I can take it anymore, you know spending time with you. You make me so tired” Cameron joked around. “Ow shut up” I laughed..
A/N - more soooon💓💓
