Samara's POV
"Where is he?" I asked Becky while I run into the hotel out of breath. "Is he alright?" I asked her while she grabbed my hands. "It's hard to keep him calm, he is really stressed and lost at the moment." She said a little upset. "Should I go talk to him?" I asked her while she nodded. "Your his girlfriend, at least try" she smiled. I gave her a hug and entered the elevator. I took a deep breath while the elevator started moving. After a while the evavator came to a stop and the doors opened. I walked up to our hotel room. Hotel room B21. "Cameron?" I said and softly knocked on the door. I waited a few seconds, but I got no answer. "Babe, it's me. Please open up." I said again. "Leave me alone" he said immediately.
"Cam, come on. Please open the door" I said while I heard foot steps from the other side of the door. He unlocked the door and opened it for me. He turned away and walked up to the window. I entered our hotel room and put my bag down on the bed. I walked up to him and tried to wrap my arm around him from behind. "Don't" he said harshly and pushed my arms away from him. "Cameron.." I said as he turned his head to me. "What?" He immediately cut me off. He looked at me now while I saw his red puffy eyes, filled with tears. "Are you okay?" I asked him. "Does it look like I am?! I don't want to be here! I can't take it anymore. I want to go home!" He yelled and walked closer to me scaring me a little because of his anger. His sadness turned into anger, I could see it in his eyes. "Please don't yell like that. I understand how you feel. But please keep your voice down" I said calmly. "How am I suppose to be calm, when everything goes wrong and no one is doing the right thing?!" He said loud and came so close that I hit my back against the wall. "Listen to me" I said and grabbed his hand gently. "WHY DON'T YOU LISTEN TO ME? I DON'T FUCKING WANT YOU HERE. YOUR STRESSING ME OUT AND MAKING EVERYTHING WORSE" he pushed me harshly against the wall. Tears escaped my eyes out of shock. I could only see frustration and anger in his eyes. He was really lost right now. The expression on his face immediately changed when he saw the tears roll down my cheeks.
"No, don't cry.. I didn't meant what I said" he said and held my face into his hands. "Why am I such a mess?" He slammed his fists against the wall. He walked to the bed and sat down on the edge of it. Covering his face with his hands while I knew he was crying again. I looked down and decided to sit down next to him. "I am so fucking stupid" he shook his head while he still covered his face with his hands. "No your not" I said. "Come with me" I grabbed his hand while he looked up at me. I pulled him to the bathroom and started to clean the blood off his hands. He punched the wall so hard that it left marks that started to bleed. He groaned a little in pain while I grabbed one of his hands and placed a soft kiss on top of it. He looked up at me with puffy eyes. I wiped away his last tears and smiled. "I know you didn't meant what you said. It's okay to cry, you don't have to hide it. It just scared me, because of how angry you were. I have never seen that side of you. Please don't feel bad about yourself babe. All the past shows succeed, because of you. I am so so proud of you. Your such a hardworking person and you never give up. But please don't put to much pressure on yourself. You also need to get some rest once in a while. And please I ask you one thing. Don't push me away like that. Cameron I love you so much and you will always have my support.
I love your laugh, your personality, I love everything about you. I just want to be here for you. Doesn't matter what happens, I will always be by your side through thick and thin." I said while he looked into my eyes. He grabbed my waist with his hand and pulled me up on the sink. He stood in between my legs and just looked into my eyes for a few seconds. "How did I get so lucky?" He said making me smile. I turned my face and pressed my lips on his. He immediately pulled me into his chest and kissed me back. We kissed for a while until he pulled away. "I love you so much" his mouth curled into a smile. "I love you more" I pecked his lips. I was about to pull away, but ofcourse he didn't let me. He held on to my thighs while he kissed me a little harder. He squeezed my thighs making me gasp. He took his chance and slipped his tongue into my mouth. I laughed a little at his action while we fought for dominance. After a while he won and started to kiss me down my neck. "Why do you have to be such a tease all the time?" I groaned making him laugh in my neck. "Let's not take this any further" I pushed him away a little. "I thought you enjoyed it" He smirked. "Ofcourse I did, but I am not planning on doing much more" I giggled while he rolled his eyes. I jumped off the sink and walked back into the bedroom. "I don't want to continue the tour anymore" Cameron said while I looked at him in shock. "What?" I said. "I am exhausted, I can't take it anymore. I need some time to get some rest and get some distraction." He said and pulled me into a hug. "I also want to spend more time with my beautiful girlfriend." He kissed my cheek making me smile. "Do what's best for you Cameron, I totally understand it" I pecked his lips.
A/N - made this chapter extra long because I have been so inactive lately. Hope you enjoyed it! I worked hard on this one❤️
