The Soundtrack of My Life

trying

today is another one of those days

I'm as empty as I have ever been

I'm trying to ignore the voices taunting me

I'm trying to forget the memories haunting me

it all felt good for a few weeks I thought I was better

but the more I sit alone the more it comes back

I don't want to be alone

I don't want to be the only one holding me

I prayed but it doesn't seem like it's helping

I'm trying my best to hang on but it's getting so hard

I cry way too much it can't be good

I listened to this song that said god's making me stronger

but I just feel weak and I'm questioning my beliefs

I'm trying to pray a little harder

and I'm trying to speak a little louder because maybe he doesn't hear me through the sobs

I'm trying to hold myself together

but I can't do it alone