Big Changes

The difference between us is the ocean

 It has been such a long time since I last saw him. I had the exams ahead and boys were flying to America. It has been a month since I last woke up next to him. There is only the ocean that keeps us apart, school as well. These times had been a bit taught for me, because one of my relatives had to go under surgery. Therefore, I got inspired to write songs. The song I wrote was called: "LOVE" and of course, it was for the love of my life. Every night, we would text or Facetime until the sun came up. He was in my dreams, in my head every second. What could I do without him?

 It was 9:30 p.m. and he facetimed me. 
SG: Babyy, hi! How have you been?
Me: Hi, love! I'm doing well, I guess. Are you excited about tomorrow?
SG: Grammys was all I could ever wish for...I mean after you.
Me: Haha, I get it. I miss you so much baby, but I have exams this week as well and then I can fly to Seoul.
SG: Babyyy, I miss you more! You are the reason why I still keep on writing music. I can't wait to see you.
Me: You are the reason why I came on Earth!! *tears were falling down*
SG: Beautiful, don't cry! Tears don't suit you! Just hold on! It is for a week only.
Me: Yoongi I don't want to keep you awake tonight because tomorrow is a great day.
SG: Honey, thank you! I love you so much and words cannot describe it.
Me: I love you too!! Good Night! Sleep, tight baby!!
SG: Good night beautiful, prettiest, the most wonderful human being! Good luck with your exam! I know you will do it and make me proud! Toodles <3

 I immediately went to sleep, because the other day was really important for me and boys.

***THE ALARM***

I woke up and had breakfast quickly. I dressed up and went to Uni. While I was going there I texted and wished boys good luck. My heart was racing and I was stressing out. 2 hours in the exam hall. I could answer all the question luckily because I had studied really hard. I returned home, texted with Suga and started reading. I didn't know how the time had flown, but it was     9 p.m. Grammy Award would begin at 1 a.m., so I went to have a shower and prepared something to eat. Without knowing I had fallen asleep in the sofa. I luckily woke up 15 minutes before Grammys.  I got too emotional when BTS got the Award. I couldn't really believe it. It was a dream came true. I was so proud like millions of ARMYs round the world and I was proud of my boyfriend and my friends. I really love them.

***14 Feb.2019***

It was 6 a.m. and I heard someone at the door. I went downstairs to see who it was. For a moment I thought I couldn't see clearly. In front of my door was staying Suga with a bouquet of flowers. He came inside and we didn't want to get off each other's arms. I really missed him.
SG: What's the date today?

Me: Date???
SG: Happy Valentines Day pretty baby. I wish we celebrate every Valentine together.
Me: Yoongiiii, I love you. Thank you very much!

We went then to sleep because he had been travelling a lot, while the boys were at the hotel. When we woke up, we went out with boys to celebrate for the Grammy and Valentines. RM & Moonchild, Jungkook and Joanne...but unfortunately, J-Hope, Jin, Jimin and V didn't have a Valentine. We all had an unforgettable evening. Now I and Yoongi were not apart. The difference between was the ocean and between us, there is an ocean full of love.