Luca Whines About Random Things That Bother Them

rant thingy?? idk

asdhasdiuhasdi tbh it's really annoying having my chest pains because it'll be there for MONTHS, maybe YEARS, disappear for a couple months, then come back full force and make me want to curl up and cry all over again because it's literally exhausting

but my doctors are too insistent that it's because of my diet and lack of sleep and they're blaming mental illness on it now... just shut the hell up and actually do something about it LMAO 

if i have a heart attack it's literally their fault for being too incompetent to actually help me and refusing to believe a 16 y/o would have a heart disease adiuadsuiasdh

heart disease literally murdered 2 of my aunts at a young age but go off i guess

the pain at this point is deciding to be all over the place so now I'm panicking because it's coming back and it's getting worse and also my friend scared me to hell by saying she had "acid reflux" like i do and she said it was because of cancer. thanks for the reassurance?? 

the pains still apparently love my right arm and my thumbs lol 

tbh the chest pains is like. someone strapped an anvil to my chest and expected me to hike around mt. everest, and also stabbed me 15 times beforehand. and after they made me hike mt. everest they stabbed me a couple more times and also stabbed my knees.

im probably dying :)