Change For Me

Chapter 5; Our Mistake

Eren's POV
I just sat their on the doctors table in shocked. I just sat their and felt I was alone. I had so many questions running through my mind. Pregnant? How? We're so stupid I've should've known he should've of worn a condom. I was even in heat at the time. Damnit Eren why are you stupid. I thought. Will Levi even want the baby? Will my mom kick me out? Oh god will I have to raise this child alone? I could always abort it but that's a big decision. I wish I was in Levi's arms right now. I need him. I don't know what to do. I felt like crying and I could feel my eyes start to get watery. "Mr Jeager, your still in high school I'm sure and raising a child at this age is a very big decision, you could always abort or adoption is another choice, I suggest you talk about it first with your mate or mom, I'll give you this medication for now and it may help with the morning sickness.", the doctor commented and handed me a bottle that were pregnancy pills. A few minutes later the doctor just suggested some more things and then me and my mom left. We didn't exchange a word on the way out. We got into the car but I realized that we weren't going the way we would go home. I didn't say anything but a few minutes later my mom stopped at a CVS. She stopped the car and turned to look at me. "Eren..". I sighed and then spoke. "I know mom I'm a sorry excuse for a son, and me and Levi should've used protection while I was in heat, I-I just don't know what to do now". "Honey, I'm disappointed but I won't let you go through this alone, I'll go with what you choose if you want to abort it you can, but just think about your decision , I'll always love you no matter what happens". I cried at my moms words. I was so scared she would defect me and toss me away like a piece of trash. My mom looked at me and saw that I was crying she took of her seatbelt and came to get me a hug. I cried into her shoulder. A few minutes after letting out my tears my mom asked me if I wanted to get a pregnancy test. She just thought it might help when it came time to tell Levi. Levi. I don't even know how to tell him. Even if I have the child, his father would be in the mafia doing drugs and god knows what else. I love Levi I do, but I don't know if I could have my child around the kind of stuff he does. I sighed I just didn't know what to do. I nodded in response to my moms question. She went inside the store and came outside with a bag. When she got back into the car she handed me the bag. I looked at it and I was scared for some reason. I mean I already knew that I was most surely pregnant but I don't know. Just looking at that bag, wanted to make me cry again.
My mom held my hand tightly on the ride back home.
      When we got home I went upstairs and my mom followed. I went to the bathroom and locked the door and sat on the floor my knees to my chest. I took a deep breath and took out the pregnancy test. I looked at it and read the directions. After doing what it said to do I waited. It felt like hours of waiting less then a few minutes. After what felt like for ever I took in another deep breath and opened my eyes.
'Positive'
When I read those words I couldn't stop myself from crying again for some reason. I heard my mom knock on the door and call my name and I just ran onto my bed and started crying into my pillow. My mom rubbed my back as I cried a waterfall into the fluffy surface. That night I fell asleep with tears in my eyes.

Time skipped~

Levi's POV
I'm really worried about Eren I've heard from Armin that he's been sick and I'm starting to lose my patience here with him. I've called him about like a hundred times now and he's not answering my fucking calls. Today I'm going to his house to figure out what the hell was going on. I just got finish beating up someone for not giving me the money they owed me. I miss Eren. I miss his smile. I miss all of him. I haven't seen him since the night we've had sex and I dropped him off. But god damn that night was amazing. Just thinking about it turned me on. After I'm done with this whole gang shit I'm gonna go see Eren.
Time skip-
I pulled up in the drive way at Erens house and then got out of the car. I went up to the door and knocked. After a few minutes of standing there. The door opened. It was Erens mom. "Oh, Hi Levi, I haven't seen you in a while", she said with a smile. "Hi Mrs Yeager, yeah I know I've had a lot of business I've been up to, I've tried calling Eren but he's hasn't been answering, I just want to know if he's ok. Is he here?". I asked her. "Well Erens umm, he's in his room, come in." She said and opened the door. I walked in and she closed the door. Some and her walked up to Erens room and the door was shut. His mom went up to the door and knocked. "Eren, honey someone's here for you". There wasn't answering his mom was starting to get worried and then we started to here gaging. "EREN!" I yelled and burst the door opened. He wasn't on the bed and then I saw the light coming from the bathroom. I walked by it and stood in front of the door. There was my poor baby omega, picking his guts out and he looked terrible. I went to go kneel down by him and rubbed his back. "You ok baby", I said and brushed his hair back. When he finished, he turned around and looked at me with tears in his beautiful ocean eyes. It broke me seeing him like this. "L-Levi". He said like he was about to cry. Then he wrapped his arms around me and started crying into my shoulder. "I-I missed y-you". I was confused if he missed me why didn't he answer any of my calls. "So did I but why haven't you been answering  any of my calls". He looked up at me after my question and then turned away. "Levi we need to talk", Eren said seriously. I just nodded and went to go sit on his bed. He went to brush he teeth and splashed some water over his face to calm himself down. When he came back into the bedroom he looked really pale. I don't know what happened but it hurts to see him like this. He sat on the bed next to me. "Do you wanna lie down", I asked, he nodded and I wrapped the blankets over us and he payed down his back facing me. I traced shapes on his back to sooth him. "Baby, what's going on". I was worried Eren doesn't usually act like this I could see him breathing really hard and fast and after what felt like a forever moment of silence. I heard Eren take another breath and the start to speak. "Levi." Eren said them turned around. He had tears in his eyes. "I'm pregnant."