Change For Me

Chapter 6; Can You Hear me Screaming, Please Don't Leave Me?

Levi's POV
"I'm pregnant", Eren says to me with tears in his beautiful ocean eyes. Those eyes I didn't know if they were hurt or what. And pregnant. How? What am I talking about I know how. It must've been that night. But a baby? How the hell am I gonna be a father? I'm a gangster for fucks sake and I know Eren would never want my influence around our child. I wish I could be a perfect father because I love Eren and I did want to make a family with him but he's only 17. I want him to live his youth, not worrying about a child. But I can't make him abort it, it's not my place. I think I just need some time to think about this. My life is full of so much shit that I child doesn't need and it's life. And I would hate to put Eren and our child and danger. Oh god what am I gonna do? "Are you keeping it", oh my god why the fuck did I say that. "I half to Levi, I would hate to kill something we made out of our love" he said his voice kind of cracky while he put his hand to his stomach. "I do want you to apart of this child's life Levi". I looked in his eyes and knew what they were saying. "But I don't think our child should be involved with gangs and other stuff". The room was silent. What? Eren why? "Eren I know I'm full of shit, but please don't break up with me, I love you" I said. I didn't want Eren to leave me, I loved him to the bottom of my cold heart. "Oh no Levi, I'm not gonna break up with you I love you too much, it's just". "What" I said. "I want this baby to have a good life and not be in danger, I don't want our child to be afraid because of what you do to get money" he said. He lifted up his shirt and picked up Levi's hand and put it on his stomach. "I want us to be the best parents ever to this child, and I want to be this best mom and you to be the best dad". Eren please don't leave me don't kick me out. "But Levi for you to be the best dad" Eren said like he was about to cry again. "So for this child Levi" Eren said pressing my hand to his stomach. "Turn your life around, for the both of us" Eren said tears pouring out of his Caribbean eyes. But he had a smile on his face. That night after me and Eren had a very lengthy discussion. We slept together that night. No sex. Just love. I nuzzled my head into his neck and whispered "I promise you Eren, I'll change For you". I kissed his cheek and then sleep took over me.