Having six crushes

Liking nct

Well when I first got into nct I liked nct127 the most and yuta was my first bias everything was normal and I wasn't really really into nct but I liked them and I used to occasionally listen to nct and watch their  mv's and trying to get to know them more I used to just know Lucas, mark ,yuta(ofc), taeyong, Johnny and haechan and I had trouble with other members.  I wasn't really a big fan of nct but I cared about them a lot and really looked up to them . I'm following in Instagram a girl in my class (she follows me too) who really loves nct especially mark in Halloween 2018 I saw one of her stories and there were a photo of mark and Jaemin as Conan and kaito kid and I was like who is this fine looking boy I'm talking about Jaemin and I looked him up and I liked him a bit then I saw the nct year book and I developed some feelings for Jaemin but wasn't so sure about it so one day I woke up and realised That I really like Jaemin and I started having butterflies in my stomach for the next days(until now) and that's my story of picking my bias from Nct Dream. note: my nct127 bias is yuta but things  are going to get exiting I the next chapter and it explains my struggles