Having six crushes

My gosh

So when I liked Jaemin everything i searched about was Jaemin you know I had to search for asmr not normal asmr dirty ones(face palm) i found one finally and it didn't have a lot of views I was triggered that there aren't a lot of Jaemin asmr I listened to it and that's it then I was thirsty for more asmr so in the same channel there was a jaehyun asmr so i was like okay why not he looks nice in the thumbnail I didn't even know him the only thing I knew that he's from nct and this asmr was so dirty to the point i was like now I love jaehyun too don't worry I searched him and I actually like him too. what the hell now who do I really like yuta? Jaemin? Taeyong? Taeil? Jaehyun? Or ..........??(I'm going to talk about him) that's actually really hard I didn't know loving nct is that hard anyone help me.
Now to the next topic:
I was scrolling through Instagram then I found a video that had Jaemin and I was like hell yeah I saw the video and Jaemin was with some guy and that guy almost kissed Jaemin my eyes were on Jaemin all the time until I realised the guy with jaemin I've cute too and guess who is it?... yeah you guessed right it's jungwoo I didn't really really think he's cute but my love for him has developed and gosh I can't live any more he's like the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life so now you know that I really like six members of nct yuta, Jaemin, jaehyun, jungwoo, taeyong, taeil. If you don't know why I like taeyong and taeil read  the back story which you probably did. And I think that's the end of this chapter idk what should I make the next chapter about please give me some ideas and I really apologise for my lack of grammar English isn't really my first language and idk how to express my feelings in English so I know in some points you cringed so hard at the way I'm describing and explaining things so bye