Bad dreams. Bad memories.

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You woke up the next day with the same feeling of numbness coating your body. Joon was still securely in your arms. You looked down at him as the early morning sun fell delicately onto his perfect face.

A beam of light hit a tear that was falling from his eye. The reflection catching your eye immediately. You whipped it away quickly, in vain, however, as just as one was whipped away it was replaced with three more. You started to panic a little- not liking it when he was upset. You grabbed a tissue from the box next to the bed and dabbed the falling tears away as best you could. You pulled his body up closer to you. Holding him.

"mhmm" He mummbled. "y/n mmmhmm" He whispered your name. His grip got tighter.

"Joon" You whispered, trying to wake him.

"No." He said sharply.

~omg he's talking in his sleep. Dhu y/n. What should I wake him up or...should I see what he says~

"No. Stop. You're hurting her." His voice got louder.

"Joon!" You said.

"No! Y/N!" He bolted up- tears streaming from his eyes- decorating his face.

You didn't say anything. Just gabbing more tissues- dabbing them on his soft face. His eyes burned into yours.

"Y/n?" He tenderly touched your check.

"Yes. What is it Joon?" You asked. Desperate to know what he was dreaming, and desperate to know what was really going on. What had you forgotten?

He smiled. "Your still here" His tears dripping off his chin.

"Yes. Yes I'm still here. Where else would I be?" You asked still greatly confused by his words.

"I don't want to think about that"

"What were you dreaming Joon?" You asked softly.

"Um." He broke eye contact with you. Pulling his hand away from you.

"Joon. Please." Now you were fighting the urge to cry. You pulled his face up to meet you- kissing him lovingly. "What have I forgotten?" You said- the tears starting to fall.

He didn't say anything at first. Just looked at you. Kissing you. Crying with you.

"Me" He whispered.

Confusion took over your face. More tears finding their way to your eyes.

"You forgot me. But it's not your fault" He continued. You wanted to blurt out a million questions but stopped yourself- afraid that if you said anything he would stop.

"How did I forget you, my love" Smiling through the pain you felt way in your chest.

"He." He choked. "I couldn't-" His tears getting caught in his throat. You waited patiently.

"What did he do?" You knew he was referring to your father.

"I can't. Not now" He whipped his tears and breathed heavily. Collecting himself for a moment.

"Let's have a shower" You said getting up from the bed and pulling him into the bathroom with you.

"Really?" He asked with a puzzled tone.

"Yes" You said smiling brightly at him. Pulling him to you so you were in his arms "My love"

He smiled back. Then leaning into you he kissed you passionately. "Baby girl"

~Joons back people~

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Hi,

Sorry, this part is so short. I wanted to add a little more so that I can carry on with the next chapter where I want it to be.

I hope you still enjoyed it and look out for Chapter 15!!!!

Gracie xx

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