It's been a week since I haven't saw her the day I divorce her till now , I known I had saw her buying vegetables at market near my house because she knows only that place where she can really bargain ( he laughs but then make a sad face ) . I feel really guilty when i remember that day when she proposed me , i was in cloud nine but than also i was bounded with a barrier called Mishti . Yes mishti my baby only my and j..ju..juhi not of Avni so i denied avni just for her sake so she doesn't remember her past again , i denied her saying I don't love you Avni my first love will always be my last love and today also I love her more than anything in the world and care for her more than anything that will mean to me . I said it in a angry tone as my heart was paining so badly I was controlling my tears that were in edge to flow and that's the reason to control it it I said these words in so much anger . Avni was hurt and it was clearly visible she was broken again , god why to us . Avni get up and said to me sorry Niel . I look at Avni her eyes were having so much tears I want to hug her , kiss her , live with her but I can't because of my baby mishti that doesn't belong to my Avni . After that at the same day at 11:00 pm I was trying Avni's number but she wasn't picking it up the call , my body was shivering avni doesn't know about mishti also I was tensed but then I heard opening of the main door .
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Hey guys it is just a try
