The bench

how it started

It all started on a Monday in September school just started. I was walking to school and everything was normal just like always... Well normal the anxiety was still there... The anxiety of being bullied by the whole school, like I was when I was younger. I was different then the others, I was taller then everyone beside that I was overweighed and had a really low self-esteem. I was always alone. They said I was weird and needed to be different... Like dead. I started selfharming and was suicidal. When I realized I was going to high school I thought that the bullying would stop, so I went to the school with the least of people from my class at primary school. But I was wrong... Yeah the bullying became less but it's never ended. The teasing stayed, the calling names stayed. But this time I wasn't alone to deal with it, I got friends who will help me when needed. When my dad became sick on my birthday and he was in the hospital and we discovered a life disease I got a mental break down and became depressed. The selfharm stayed and I developed an eating disorder. It was hard to talk about my home situation, the money problems, my own problems, my dad. I thought my life couldn't get any worse. Then I met one of my best friends and she was in kind of same situation as me, but was more depressed then me. I got panick attacks and only cried and had sleeping problems. My life couldn't get any better.

One day I went to a bench... I'm gonna tell what happened after that.

That was then, this is now.

This is my story.

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hiii :D so this is the start of my book "the bench" i hope you like the start :)