I sat there..
I heard Cole saying he wasn't interested so I guess it was just some advertisement for something.. after a minute he comes back into the living room and sits next to me with an appologetic look on his face..
"Look, I'm sorry. I just wanted to kiss you so bad.. Your always worrying and hoping some magic prince comes to rescue you from the horrible love life you have and I wanna be that guy.. that one guy that holds your hand and tells you you're beautiful "
I just sit there..
"I know you want to make me happy and that you love me but I'm sure you d-don't love me that way you love Sophie and I just.. I-I can't risk o-our friendship."
He gets up and walks away..
Why does everyone walk away from me? Sophie comes in interupting my thoughts.
"Where's Cole?"
Oh god.. how am i going to tell my bestfriend her crush just kissed me ? and just left because of that.. Suckssss.
"Umm.. he l-left"
She looked at me kind of weird... "Oookay then."
"Mmmh."
"Josh needs a ride home." She gave me a pouty face..
" Can you give him a ride?" I asked her... hoping she would agree and drop the act.
Her pout grew bigger showing her entire bottom lip.. " Fine I'll be back in 10"
The ride was a breeze we talked about normal things like school and stuff but i spaced out a bit .. I can't be mad at Cole he's been my bestfriend since forever.. he's always been there for me.. always I can't just turn away from him now.. he's just confused.
"Nicole."
"Huuh?" I said trying to sound like i've been listening to him..
"You just spaced out.."
"Oooh, right Im sorry, I just got a lot in my mind.. "
" Oh, well you know you can tell me, if you need to."
"Thats alright, thanks though." After i dropped him off i went home took another long shower to clear my head.. After that I just dopped dead on my bed..
*Bzzzzzzz Bzzzzzzzzzz Bzzzzzzzzzzz"
I woke up from the sound of my phone vibrating
It was a message.. from Cole..
' Im sorry I'm a horrible bestfriend lets go out and talk, please? x '
I smiled.
' yeah, sounds good '
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My suckish love life
Teen FictionThis is the story of My suckish love life. Some of this stuff actually happened to me. The story starts off as I move to Florida and i meet the guy i though was supposed to be the love of my life. Things happen as life changes will I make it out of...