Blue Pills {TomTord} (Suicidal! Tord x Tom)

Epilogue

Tom's POV (Point of View)

That night was something I'll never forget. I was laying in my bed, while Tord was next to me. He was sleeping rather soundly, so I figured he was in a deep sleep.

I sat up and looked over at my bedside clock. It was only two in the morning. Typical. It's always early when I can't sleep or when I try to sleep. Right now I wasn't even trying. Not after today.

After what Tord almost did, I felt as if it was my job to protect him at all costs. Not just from other people or animals, but from himself. I knew that if he could try and commit suicide twice, he'd try and do it again.

After thinking for awhile, I drifted off to sleep for what seemed like an eternity, but it was only about an hour. All I could remember was peaceful darkness and warmth. Warmth.

An absence of warmth had escaped from my side. At first, it didn't bother me, but after I laid there hoping the warmth would come back, it didn't.

I kept my black eyes closed, listening to my surroundings. I wasn't quite awake yet. I could hear the creaking from a door opening, and all I could hope was that it was mine. It wasn't.

I kept lying there, my eyes still closed. I was trying to wake up but it was fairly hard. It felt as if my eyes had been glued shut together.

Once I finally rubbed at my black eyes, I sat up and looked around in the darkness of my room. The door was closed and Tord was nowhere in sight. I grabbed my hoodie and pulled it over my head.

As I made my way over to my bedroom door, a loud bang made its way through the house. It was piercing and sharp, and loud. Tord.

I ran over where Tord's bedroom door was open, and there laid a bloodied Tord. A bullet had gone through his head.

I knelt down and looked at his lifeless body, noticing how tears were streaming down his cheek from his good eye. I didn't stop him. I couldn't.

I felt tears begin to prick at my eyes as I wrapped my hands under his body, lifting him into my lap and holding him there. I couldn't stop crying. Edd and Matt made their way in from the hallway, noticing what had happened. They stood back as they listened to my sobs.

All I could manage out from that point on was;

"I love you Tord."

The End.