Skye's second paragraph

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After the day that I had, this is exactly what I needed Skye. My head is still a bit fuzzy but I am feeling a bit better than I did earlier. Really it's great that you were so concerned for me and that you understood how I was feeling. Really it means a lot to mr Skye. And well to everything else, I personally don't think it was too early for you to say that you loved me, I mean I said it too but then again I'm known to rush into things. But really it means a lot to me that we are finally together, after you watched me go through so many bad relationships you stayed faithful to me the whole time and you always helped me. You really are a great friend and so far you an even greater girlfriend. I mean shit you actually made me tear up reading this. Look I know I really dont say this too often but I seriously am in love with you Skye, I may not say it that much but know whenever I do say it I mean it. Ig that's probably why I dont say it too much, I dont wanna over say i love you to the point where it doesn't mean anything. I want it to be special everytime I say it. I want it to so special that everytime I say it I get to see that perfect smile of yours, I want it to always mean something when I say it. Because what we have between us is stronger than any other relationship I've had before because me and you are actually truly good friends with one another so I know you already, and i especially know that you are a very trusted friend and now a very trusted and respected girlfriend to me. It's actually really hard for me Dakota, you're honestly such an amazing guy. and i've liked you for a while, basically near the end of you and Cheyanne's relationship. you were so sweet and nice to me. you'd listen to things i had to say when nobody else would. i don't care what my family thinks about yours, you're different. you're not a "badass" you're a good guy who is very athletic (which is kinda hot). i'm use to dating the bad boys, that's all i've really been into. i'd always date the guys who'd always be on house arrest, running from the cops, stealing, etc. but you're the guy who is afraid of spiders (not judging you), never done drugs, never been in trouble with the police. and i think it's better i'm dating someone like that. i need to get out of trouble, and i think you can keep me out of it.  you're perfect in every way possible. you're tall, cute,  you got soft hair i can play with, your smile is overall the best. you're kinda stupid at times but it's adorable. i can't wait for the dance cause imma 100% grind on you 😉 and maybe tease you in other way. i can't wait until you actually get a house and we can hang out and cuddle, maybe sometime you can come
to my moms with me cause it's less awkward there and we can actually cuddle a lot more. deadass i just wanna cuddle and fall asleep with you rn 😂♥️. you're a total dork but you're my dork and it's going to stay that way for a while, hopefully forever. ilysm and i want you to know you're perfect no matter what people say. i love you for how you are, i can't even explain it. our calls make my day 100x better and i don't know what i would do without you. we were best friends now wie're dating. i don't believe in love stories or happy endings, but i want you to be my happy ending. i usually don't like jocks because my entire life i was bullied by them, and they were all too cool to even breathe the same air as me. but you're an exception, deep inside you're a soft loving guy. and i can promise you this time you're not getting the short end of the stick. i will always be 100% honestly with you and 100% loyal. i don't play around in relationships, i date to find a soulmate. i'm not dating you to pass time or anything. i'm not like cheyanne and dating you for the fun of being in a relationship. and i'm not like sarah and wanting to be spoiled with gifts, and wanting you to spend money on me. i like surprises and all but all i want is to spend time with you, even if we're just laying around or going skating, as long as i'm with you i couldn't be happier. money can't buy love or happiness. i grew up poor and without my parents. i don't like being spoiled because my grandma and aunt did that to me and i expected too much out of people and got let down. I don't even know how to tell you how much I love you. You're the first thing I think of when I wake up and my last thought before I go to sleep. Everything I see reminds me of you and the things that we've shared together. Being with you has opened up my world and I feel like I see things differently now (in a good way). I know we've fought before, but I just wanted to tell you so you know for sure that I love you with everything I have. There is nothing left for anyone else. It's just you, baby. I. Love. You. From the moment I first saw you I knew that we were going to have something special. It was just how when we came together, we found ourselves in our own world. I feel like the words I say to you are so much more are so much more real than anything I've ever said to anyone else. I can't believe there was a time in my life when I didn't have you. I can't believe there were mornings where I didn't wake to text from you. I can't believe there were evenings where I didn't text you goodnight. I can't believe there were days where I didn't think of you and jokes I didn't share with you. You have become a part of me and who I am, and I am so thankful for it. I'm just as crazy about you today as I was when we first started dating, and every day I fall in love with you a little bit more. The little things you say to me always put a smile on my face. You make me want to listen to love songs, you still give me butterflies, and you still make me speechless. I don't know how I got so lucky to have such an amazing person like you in my life. You're the best boyfriend anyone could have asked for. I am truly blessed. I love you to infinity and beyond. I was just thinking about you and wondering how you were so I thought I'd text you. Because the thing is — I think about you all the time. It doesn't really matter what I'm doing, somewhere in my brain I'm playing a little movie of you. Somewhere in my brain I'm singing a song about you. I'm always planning the next time I'll be able to see you and make you feel good. It's always happening. I can't help it. You're my favorite song and my favorite book and my favorite movie. You're just my favorite.

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