Note: These characters are not mine they belong to the creators of my hero academia.
This story takes place right after the sludge villain attack. Except instead of All might finding Deku later after the fight he never does.
Izuku Midoryia was born quirk less (with no powers), this made his entire life living hell. He got made fun off and picked on because he didn't have a quirk. He even got beat up but mostly by Kachan. He learned nobody is created equal and that some have more powers than others. He kept going though trying his best to be a hero because he always thought it was the coolest thing you could do. To save people with a fearless smile just like All might no matter how high the stakes are and how scared you are. That is what he used to think right before All might himself in all his glory said he can't be a hero without a quirk. He still had hope though, that he could be a hero and save people. He even fought a villain soon after that even if he did just throw his bookbag and try to grab his friend. While he tried he just got in the way of the pros. Later he went back to his home where his mom was worried sick because his son was inches away from death by a villain.
Inko: Izuku are you ok are you hurt do you have anything broken please tell me you are ok.
He just stays silent though. He keeps thinking over and over how stupid he was. How he was so stupid to think he could be a hero. As he looked up to see his mom in tears he thought to himself.
Izukus head: Is she better off with me gone all I've done is make things worse for her I make her worry so much. I'm a terrible son.
He looks up at her and pulls a fake smile to hide the dark thoughts haunting and banging in his head that make him want to cry to the floor and scream.
Izuku: I'm ok mom really, I'm just tired that's all. I'm sorry for making you worry.
His mother sighs in relief.
Inko: I'm just glad to know your ok and home safe you should go to bed you have had a long day and deserve a good rest.
He goes into his room and falls into his bed tired and sad. He looks around and sees all his All might posters and merch he has. He wants to tear down everything but decides not to because he doesn't even have the energy to do that. He couldn't sleep though, he kept thinking about what All might said. "You can't be a hero without a quirk". That made him remember everything else and everyone that ever said he can't be a hero. His mom, Kachan, the doctor, All might there all right I'm useless. He then remembers his nick name.
Izuku: DEKU...... I'm a useless Deku who is a quirk less loser.
He then remembers what Kachan said after he destroyed and burnt his notebook.
Bakugo: "Maybe you should take a swan dive off the building and hope you'll be useful in the next life."
He couldn't get those words out of his head. He kept hearing his words... those words in his head. Until it started to make a mind of its own, those words soon developed a dark persona and took the voice of his childhood bully Kachan.
"What's the matter Deku afraid of your own head"
Deku cries in his head and mumbles to himself.
Izuku: No please stop I don't want to do that I want to live I want to be better.
The voice in his head with Kacchans voice then yells and scares him.
"YOU CAN'T BE BETTER D-E-K-U. You will always and forever will be a quirk less loser. Your nothing but a DEKU."
He can't sleep he wants this to end he wants that voice to stop. He then goes to the medicine cabinet and takes some pills his mom uses for her headache. He pauses for a moment and the voices stop. He sighs in relief and goes to bed finally.
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I guess this is it
FanfictionThis is not like what I usually post. This has strong and sensitive topics dealing with depression and suicide. I hope this story helps even just 1 person.