how many years has it been? 6? almost 7.
i dunno in fact. ive forgotten years ago.
and stop counting. and i fu*c*ing not care
anymore.
If im not mistaken, it started the night
namjoon said goodbye. we just started dinner,
and he suddenly stop eating and tell me brutally
that he's gonna go focus on his dream.
thinking nothing's ordinary (coz namjoon's usually
have her emotional phase from time to time) i agreed
with him and told him to sleep it off. thinking
im gonna see him again the next day and talk it out.
but nah. i was soo very wrong. namjoon left our
hometown the next day. and we never talked and see
each other again thereafter. no calls. no text. no emails.
no letters.its as if i dont exists.
its as if we dont exists.
nah. i shake it off myself. years have already passed.
and we both have moved on. i definitely have. though, that
night, which i considered as the biggest heartbreak of my
18 years back then, was forever imprinted
in my mind.
yes i moved on, but the scars and the trauma
that namjoon left was forever in there.
and i have doubts,if i can totally recover.
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Fanficafter 9 years of studying and living in the UK, janna is back in Ilsan. ready to take new challenge. maturity is her new best friend. gone were the naive 18 year old, who left korea after a traumatic heartbreak. The new Janna is now a confident, el...
