I changed the writing sequence of this book in which I'll be writing a story of a girl who is writing about her lover. This is written as if she was talking to the journal but later on will change.
*BWWM IS WHEN IM WRITING ABOUT THE GIRL AND HER MAN...
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I remember the time he took me on a vacation, it was our second vacation together and our first time leaving the state. We'd been together for three in a half years and I wanted our relationship to move to the next level.
However, I was so nervous about everything but mainly myself because we had never been intimate with each other and I was very new to intimacy. To be honest, the closest we had gotten to sex was a few heated makeout sessions.
The second night in our trip to Hawaii I gather enough balls to tell him that I was ready, so I walked out onto the hotel balcony where he was standing and gently put my hand on his bare back.
"I'm ready"
At first he was confused but he turned to me and looked deep into my eyes and immediately he understood.
For the first time I lost my virginity to the man I love. Our fist passionate night still makes my spine tingle and the hair on my arms rise. I still can remember the way he was so gentile and loving and how he promised that he would always love me.
I knew his words were true because I am truly in love with him too.
