Make Me

Be Mine.... Again

Guys Cheers!!!

Everyone shout as their glasses met,
We're celebrating our Reunion, after 3 years, kompleto na ang barkada. Everyone is happy, and its visible on their faces. But except me on the other hand, Im happy cause finally we're complete, but there's still a part of me felt uneasy especially with the place.

 

I was just watching people dancing at the dance hall, when i felt that someone patted my back.

When i looked who was it , it was jessa, one of my best buds and also my workmate

"Sis, why?? Bat di ka uminom? I thought you want to have some fun?You told me pa nga diba, the other night."

"yes, i want to have fun, but i kinda have this feeling na parang may mali"

"anong mali? Wag mo ng alalahanin ang mga bagay bagay Sam, we're here to celebrate and have some fun, its about time to pay your 3 week hardwork, minsan ka nalang namin makasama, praning ka pa"

"jess, its not--"

"Sam , i thought you already move on?"

"I am Jess, but---"

"Sam ,its been 3 yrs, forget what happen in the past."

"Jess..."

"shh, you need to cool down, here  take a sip"

I accept the glass of vodka. Para matapos ang usapan,

They we're kept talking about their lives for the past 3 years, and as well as drinking, and i can't help it to join, specially pag si Jessa na ang ang nagyaya

As the time goes by, marami-rami na rin ang nainom ko.

Jay was talking about the big surprise for the night, he said that someone might join us,everyone was curious who was it, Jay was about to mention  a name, when i felt something ,I hurriedly excuse myself.

I went to the Comfort Room, and hurriedly enter one of its cubicle and throw up

This is one of the reason why i dont like to drink, I have a low alcohol tolerance.

After that I wash up, and do some retouch , even though im not that pretty I want to look presentable.

I look at myself in the mirror , and I can totaly see, how Hagard I am, one of my botton are not properly closed, my hair are not properly tied in, and my skirt are in a mess.

I just sigh, in my appearance, seeing myself like this, Im sure , people well get pity at me, but I don't care, this is me, and its the real me, I don't want to end up, like before..

*sigh

I opened the faucet , and start to wash my face, removing the make-ups, I tied my hair into a messy bond

I was about to make my leave when I heared the door shut, followed by a click sound which means that someone lock the rest room.

My heart beat so fast, i don't know who was it, i turn on faucet and act that i was washing my hand, i kept my self remain calm ,even though my heart do the opposite way.

I felt that someone came near me, tinignan ko sya gamit ang gilid ng mata ko ,and i can say that he is a man, he's kinda familliar,

I heard him sigh.

"Pumayat ka" he said

That voice

I know it was him, i turned around to face him, and my heart beats fast even more. He stared at me, so do I, we're just like that for a couple of minutes, when realization hit me, I transfered my gazed at my stuff, niligpit ko ang mga ito, at dali-daling pumunta sa pintuan, akmang bubuksan ko na sana ito ng bigla nya akong yakapan mula sa likod. I miss this kind of feeling, 3 yrs ago when i last felt it, 3 yrs ago , a hug full of love.
Is it really?

"I'm Sorry" he said, and realization hit me again, kumawala ako sa yakap nya, at agad na humarap, and i felt the sudden guilt,

I don't understand, why? Why is he here?Is this the surprise that Jay prepared, cause if this is it, its reallya BIG surprise.

He tried to touch my hand ,when I raised my hand in the air, sign of stoping him.

Humarap ako sa kanya, I stared for a couple of seconds.

"Enough the Drama Mr.Varmon,stop this bullsh*t already! Its been 3 yrs! 3 yrs, of playing ,please stop it already!!" i said.

I saw his fist clench, but he's expression are remain, he's angry,

"This is not an act Sam, all I want is a chance, a chance Sam!"

Wow, just wow, siya pa ang may ganang magalit, sa kabila ng lahat sya ang galit.

"You dont deserve a chance, Rence, its over" matigas kong sabi,

I saw his expression soften, he hurriedy take my hand, and gently kissed it, just like before.

"I don't Love you anymore Rence, let cut the ties between as , lets forget what happen ok.." I said.

He look at me , I saw it, He dont want to let go..

"Sam, forgeting those moment we spent together is a torture for me, give me chance Sam, I promise, this time, its not a game anymore " saying those words in front of any girl my gave him a chance already but in my case, i still have a second thoughts

Being in a relationship for almost 2 yrs is so amusing , but Remembering how it end up, is quiet painful.

"Be Mine Sam, Be Mine... Again"

Sincerity is visible,I used to Loved this man more than myself. And that the main reason why I made this decision.

Tumalikod ako at dahan-dahang naglakad patungo sa pinto, ng nasa harap na ko nito, tinignan ko mo na  siya saglit atasaka pinihit ang pinto.

I heard him murmured something.

"just a second chance ,Sam, just a Second chance"

I was played before, why not I play the same, I should take my revenge with this.

I sigh,

I look at him

Aaminin ko, nakaramadam ako ng awa, lalo na ng makita kong kahit ano mang oras ay may papatak na na luha, I not used to see him like that, with that I made a decision once more, and I hope na di ko pagsisihan to.

"I'll give you 1 month"i said,

"1 month?"he said, he then look at me with a  curious face

"MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU.....AGAIN."