BTS and me ✔️

Twenty nine

Taekyo's pov:

I walked into the backyard of the building to see Sijin sitting on a cradle and crying...

I sat beside her and cradled it a bit..She avoided eye contact...We were silent for sometime..

"Why are you here? To say how much you hate me?"

"Why'd I hate my sister?", I looked and her eyes widened for a second. She snorted and spoke," Because I tried to kidnap you guys and harm Hansung oppa"..

I sighed deeply..

"Can you tell me what happened? I know that you won't try to harm me and Hansung at any costs...What happened? Who's Claude?"

She bursted into tears..

"Eo..nni..I-I d-don't know any-ything a-bout Claude's inte-ention to me-et y-you.. I've b-been d-decieved by h-him too.."

I hugged her and she cried into my shoulder..

She eventually calmed down..

"You could've told us...", I spoke..

"I like him,eonnie... I thought I'd make his idol life tough,if I make him suspect infront of Hansung oppa.. he also had some criminal background too..", I nodded in understanding..

She started crying again... It'd be so painful to lose someone you love..

What if it happen to Hansung?

No! I can't imagine it...

I feel like crying too... I remember the cute face of Claude following me every where like a puppy...

I really adored him... He's talented and gentleman..He helped me with Micha many times..

Is it all fake?

It seems like as if I woke up from a beautiful dream to a dreadful reality..

"Do you hate Claude?", I asked her..

She smiled sadly,"No, I still love him..."

"But he decived you!"

"But he loved me.."

"Wake up! Everything he did is fake! He just used us to get Hansung!", I shouted at her..

She controlled her tears..

"Eonnie! His love for me isn't fake.. I know it..",she spoke.

"What about Jungkook?", I asked her..

"I feel sorry for him..He lose all of you because of me..", she spoke.

"Girl, our relationship is stronger than that!", I tried to joke,but it didn't work..

"To be honest, I feel I was the problem here..",I spoke..

She looked at me..

"I always think about what happens if I'm not here... BTS would have got a better appreciation, Hansung would have lived as he like, you would have dated him..", her eyes almost fell out of her sockets.

"You knew?"

"Ahreum told me", I spoke.

Flashback..

" Hey girl! Are you okay? I'm worried!", Ahreum doesn't stop questioning me..

"I'm okay.."

"Where are you? What happened?!"

I explained her everything starting from the concert..

"I don't believe in it completely...Sijin will never do that", I commented.

"She can...she might be jealous", she spoke.

"Jealous?"

"She had crush on Hansung...She liked him from a long time",she spoke.

I took a few seconds to contemplate the new information..Sijin had a crush on him?

"Really?", I chuckled awkwardly..

"I didn't tell you because I thought it was a silly childhood crush..I never imagined she could be so......so bad to join in a gang for revenge..",she spoke.

"Do you think she could do that?", I asked her..

"To be honest, I don't believe that... I was carried out by the facts shown,but I will never believe she would do that.. There must be something wrong..I want to speak with her,but I couldn't find her.."

"I'll speak with her when I meet her.."

"You know where she is?"

".... I think she's with Jungkook.."

"Oh right!", We were silent for a few seconds..

"Meet me when you're free... I'll hang up now",and the call ended.

Present...

"I'm sorry eonnie..I felt jealous of you back then..I didn't like you... I'm feeling stupid now..how did I ended up hating such a kind-hearted woman?"

"Cheesy!!", I laughed..I know that I joke at worst timings,but I really hate dark moods..

Jin oppa have influenced me..

"You are kind to me,even though I've been hated by Hansung oppa,the only person I thought I have.. even though I'm left crying alone in the dark..."

"You're never alone..", I hugged her and patted her back..

" I'm with you,crying in the dark corner with you..You may not see him because it's too dark,but Jungkook is crying with you all the time.."

She smiled,"You're right... Thanks eonnie.."

"Anything for my baby sister", I smiled at her..

"I'll explain it to Ahreum and Hansung", I spoke.

"I'll speak with Ahreum eonnie.. I don't want to burden you eonnie"

"What about Hansung?"

"I don't want to talk with him,eonnie. I know,that the facts show that I'm guilty..I know I have to understand that anyone in his place would react like him. But why does it hurt?"

"Anyone may react in the same way in his position. But in your state, anyone would be hurt too.. Don't be hard on yourself,Sijin-ah!"

"I'm feeling betrayed. He knew me from I don't know when, but he still didn't think of a probability that I may not be guilty..", I can get the hint of anger in her voice along with sorrow..

"Are you angry at him?"

"It's not his fault..."

"But it's not yours either.."

"Then should I be angry at him?"

"Yeah,rather than drowning in self-pity.."

"Self-pity?"

I nodded.

"I want you to value yourself more... It's not selfish.. it's called self-love.."

I'm surprised by myself..I'll remember these words for composing a song..

"Thanks eonnie..you must be going now..",she bowed to me and I left the place with guys after changing the dress..

That's it buddies... I'll take some time to update my next chapters because I'm a little busy with academic stuff..

See you soon!!