It never was easy with him. This fear he had made him run. Even with you by his side he ran away, to any place he could curl up and be alone. He couldn't even be down stairs without you. He would hold on as if he was going to die and venture out of the room. Your sure everyone sees it.
Everyone who's smart. He sat at the end of the table to avoid them. He feared them. Their anger, ruthlessness and worst of all he hated himself, for who he is and where he was placed on the corrupted system.
When it came to sleep you had to perform a light show just to see his heart melt into you and watch him relax into sleep. He never slept long. He would wake from the horrors in his head.
You weren't always awake but when you were you would hold him tight and whisper sweet stuff, but every purpose dies one way or another. You were just glad he was your matesprit.
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Solkat
FanfictionThis is just a vague one-shot playing with my headcannon that Karkat has a highblood fear. Yes i know he was moirails with Gamzee. TW: MENTIONS OF ABUSE DEATH AND SEX