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I'am so afraid on that word, that it break's me into a million times.

Crying over small things it is,They are all laughing at me! I ask,How could it be? how can they see me like that?

You! how can you do this to me? Simple words,simple thing, stolen pictures, stolen Everything! it breaks me into a part,I'am a bad person? I'am that ugly that they can say that word to me?

How Dare you! How can you treat me like that?

I'am a person too. I'am not a monster  like you! I'am just a simple girl who lives a normal life before.

Do you have a crush on me? or are you that desperate to crash me? Then congratulations because you did it! Is it that funny? I dont know what to do anymore!

I'am too devastated to all their hatred comments. Oh mother help me please! My Head is aching, before all of these my world is like a place that is in peace, but all that change when one picture comes and broke me into piece this world is so cruel, I hate being like this, I hate being weak like this, I hate all of these! I feel alone, alone and sad in the four corners of this room, pain,hatred,anger. thats all I feel, I feel so empty and not worthy.

I did'nt know that comments are monster too, God Iam that bad? what have I've done to make a girl like me suffer like this.

Iam shy to go outside because I know they are lookng at me, they are killing me. My life now is like a trash, people are staying away from me.

How I wish to go back to the way it used to be, Go back to the old days, go back to the real me, and go back to the sweet memories of myself being happy alone in an imaginary place  that no one can go but me.

go back in a place that I'am wild and can be free, go back in the memories of me being a girl that they can serve like a queen.

I wish i could go back into that time and show them what I've got. But now its me, together with this face full of a river tears, burning eyes,shattered heart and aching head. They don't know about me,they have been vanishing me for a week that I condsidered as a decades for me.

It is that easy to judge someone you dont even know who they are and what their problems are?

How I hate this people around me, how I hate them all, oh God I know its bad but please i wish that those people are dead now,but I know its impossible.

I want to vanish them, I want them to feel what I've feel, I want them to cry more than I cry before, I want them to feel how cruel they are like, I want to make them feel shattered and in pain that no one can ever heal! I know its bad, but thats all i want right now, this is all happened to me because of them,this is all their fault! They will pay for this shit!thats all I can say after this painful Day. Goodbye world and hello Hell.

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So this Thing that I've wrote is all about the Cyber bullying. so I hope that the bullies out there know how it feels for a person to be bullied by someone and i want them to feel that bullying is not just a joke that you can say to a person and then later on fades, bullying can make a person's whole life miserable. So bullies be aware of that.

Thank you!