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My Decision

             It was easy to train them they were quick, took innitiative when they needed to, and could come up with a plan on the spot. The only thing wrong with my decision is being involved with both of them, they may be sisters but when it comes to me they're worst enemies. Both of them craving my attention, wanting my affection, it's a pity I'm not very affectionate with anybody. I sat in my office with the lights dimmed looking out at the mountains wondering what if I may have fallen for one of them but then laughed it off, who needs all of that right now. All I want is to find the people that tried to kill me a few months ago, despite Chuey's warnings and pleads I will not let this go unpunished. I lavished in the thoughts of torturing them for weeks until silent footsteps tried creeping up behind me, by the sound of it I'd say it was Loretta. "Hey, why are you in this dark room without me?" I kept my mouth shut and grabbed the arms that were running up and down my chest 'Sometimes I needa break you know?' 'Ugh it's always the same with you isn't it! Ever since you let us sstay it's all been about revenge and your honor, what about me? Am I just a play thing to you when you get bor-- 'Now why would you think that carino?'  In my mind I knew what I had to do to get her to stop but I just wasn't in the mood for it this time. I took her wrist and twisted it behind her back knowing fully that she'd have to face me. 'It's not that you're my play thing, how can you believe that? You overwhelm me so much that I don't think clearly, you know how crucial it is to think clearly, now are you going to keep looking away or are you going to kiss me?' Flashing her my devilish smile I pick her up by her thighs and take her to my bed, I was her addiction and only I could satisfy her needs. 'Hey, you know that I didn't mean any of what I said back in your office right?' 'Yeah I know just go to sleep. I have school in the morning and you need to finish your assingment tomorrow

 Faking to be asleep was one of the easiest things I could always do in these situations, as I got dressed I checked my messages to see a voicemail. Probably from my mother again asking where I am and going off about how I'm such a bad son, I knew that it wasn't nice to do this to her but if I'm going to do what I love I'm going to have to keep her thinking everything that she thinks she knows. I can just imagine her worried that I'm on drugs and gangs and everything else a mother would hate for her son to become. I wish I didn't have to keep going to school it was irritating to have to do something I already knew, I'm no Einstein but the material that school gives me is just too easy. It's a wonder how so many fail with D's and F's when all they have to do is just focus. I hate dumbing myself down for others just so that they can fal for the stupid act. I play my part well but never the less my teachers still see my potential in everything I do. I just don't need more of a hassle in my life right now, it's easier for them to just think I'm dumb and let me sleep,