Cold ||Sad|| Min Yoongi x depressed reader||

Part One

Author pov

You woke up to your alarm *now school* you tought as a small sight left your mouth.

It was raining outside you liked rain it was calming. How the raindrops echoed in your silent room and you could just think and write lyrics.

You walked out of your room and went to eat breakfast. You lived alone. You finished eating and you took a glance at the clock when the realization hit you that you will be late.

You quickly put on an oversized hoodie with black pants just the normal outfit and run off to school.

Luckily you arrived just in time. You went in class everyone stared at you. You felt like an idiot *you look ugly as always* *why don't you just die* *even your parents leaved you* these toughts crossed your mind. You was on the verge of crying when the teacher came in.

~time skip to lunch by swag~

You stood up from your seat and you walked out when you bumped into someone. You looked up to se Mina that annoying b*tch. "Look where are you going sl*t" she said you wasn't in a good mood so you tried to avoid her. Then she grabbed your wrist and slapped your face. Now that's when you lost it. You pinned her to the wall and made eye contact with her then you said "slap me one more time and I will ruin that perfect face of yours!" she looked at you whit her eyes filled with fear.

You went into the music room (if it's even a thing) and started to play the  piano. You played a song you wrote yourself and you was singing along. You didn't even noticed that you were cryng. You stood up and noticed that there was someone standing behind you. *shit now what do I do? * you started to freak out when he said "You..." you answered with a simply cold "what?" And you started to head out the door when you suddently got pulled in "what!?" you said with an angry tone "what's your name?" the boy asked "Y/N...Park Y/N" you said without any expression on your face. "My Name is Min Yoongi" said the boy.

*Wait MIN.... YOONGI?* *this will be fun * you tought. "what is the popular boy Min Yoongi is doing here?" I asked him teasingly. He had a smirk on his face "oh so you know who I am?" he asked. You rolled your eyes "yes an asshole" you said. You get up and leaved the room before he could even say something. You walked to your so called home and you sat down on your bed. Thinking about your parents.

Flashback

You was walking home from school and you walked in the kitchen to see a man in black clothing holding a gun at now your dead parents. You started running  to the police station....It was like 10 minutes away but you felt like it was hours away. And you reached the police station you blabbered out what happened and the police was on their way. But they couldn't catch the murder nor save your parents.

Flashback end

You just laid on your bed when a tought crossed your mind*You should have died instead of your parents**you should just kill yourself* you considered it a good idea and you even know how you gonna do it. You were thinking about it when you drifted to sleep. 

Morning you woke up with puffy red eyes. You wore just a hoodie again and went to school. You was quite happy because you know that everything will be over soon.

~time skip to the end of the school~

Yoongi's pov

School was over when I was heading to the boys when I saw Y/N going somewhere. I saw her once morning she had really red eyes like she.... cried... I had a really bad feeling I was worried I don't know why. I just met her. So I was searching for her.  My heart skipped a beat when I saw her jumping off a bridge. I called an ambulance and we was heading tho the hospital. Everything was happening so fast.

In the hospital

Y/N pov

I felt like my head is going to explode. I heard beeping and a familiar voice. I opened my eyes and saw a white ceiling. I looked at my side to see Yoongi whit red puffy eyes. He looked at me and he became so happy he even hugged me.

Yoongi's pov

I was speaking to Y/N I was blaming myself for not being able to save her. When she woke up I felt so happy.

Y/N pov

I wanted to ask Yoongi what happened when a doctor came in
He said that I can go home now. The doctor mentioned that I was out for 2 weeks I didn't even heard what he said *holy shit and Yoongi was here with me*I stared a now sleeping  Yoongi. I slowly wake him up and packed my things. When I heard Yoongi saying "I'm sorry I'm so sorry y/n" I looked at him in disbelieve and hugged him "it's not your fault I'm fine, see?" We was heading out of the hospital.

I offered him to sleep at my place. Because it was like 5 minutes from the hospital and Yoongi looked so exhausted. We arrived home and Yoongi lied on my bed falling asleep. I went to sleep on the couch.

Yoongi's pov

I woke up in a bed and I realized it's y/n's bed. I looked at the time it was around midnight. I stood up and went to the livingroom to see y/n curled up in a ball on the couch. I picked her up dridal style and put her down on the bed. ThenI went to sleep too.

Y/N pov
Morning

I woke up to a warm feeling. I opened my eyes and saw Yoongi's face. I tried to silently get up but I felt Yoongi grab my hands and say "don't leave... please" Cute things are my weaknesses. So I stayed. *how can that cold Yoongi be this cute* Then he woke up. "good morning y/n." he said in a raspy voice.

-heeey this is the first chapter hope you like it :P

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