Day 2:
You know that beautiful melody that wakes you up in the fairy tale movies, and the persons' hair is gorgeous and they wake up with a smile on their face, opening up the curtains and saying "What a beautiful-"
-You can clearly finish that sentence, but that's not true for me.
I woke up feeling like I normally do. Well...that is... I wanted to go back to bed. And what made it even better, was the fact that I get to go to school! Yayyyyyy...... (Note satcasm)
My mom once again gets the wrong idea, and thinks that I'm excited to go to school.
I personally think that school will suck. One, I don't have any friends, two, I don't know anybody- oh wait that's basically repeating the first statement. It's not just that I don't know anyone, but I'm not really in to school. Let's just say it's from a past experiance.
Flash back:
I walk in school and I clearly see everyone has there little buddies, as I walk into my kindergarten class. They all turn around and their eyes widen. I thought I had something on my face, so I tried to wipe some imaginary thing.
Suddenly I get knocked over as someone steps in front of me; the ones their all staring at in wonder.
The one who acidentally knocked me over turned around to me. Her black hair and red eyes seemed out of place and a little odd. "Oh I'm sorry", she said sweetly and turned back around, heading over to a group of girls.
I sighed and walked over to a table nobody was sitting at and put my black bookbag down.
The teachers then gave each of us a picture and a can of crayons to color with. I started coloring the picture, when I saw a shadow from behind me.
"Hi", it said. I didn't think the person was talking to me so I didn't turn around. "Hi," they said again. This time I knew they were talking to me, whoever they were.
I twisted around in my chair, setting down my crayon. I looked up at the person; a boy to be exact was looking down on me. "Why are you sitting alone?" He said, cocking his head to the right.
I didn't know exactly how to answer that. So I just said, "I don't know....", awkwardly.
After that he put his bookbag down and sat next to me.
"Do you want to have a coloring war?" He asked excitedly as he got a picture and some crayons.
"I guess." I said a little to plainly. But corrected my self and said, "Yes."
He smiled at me and started counting down from three then got to zero. We set off to start coloring and I ended up winning.
"What's yout name?" He asked me.
"U-uh my name...is Violet." I replied after hesitating.
He held out his hand and said, "Hi Violet, I'm max. Let's be friends." He said with a cheeky smile.
"O-ok." I said and smiled back.
In Kindergarten me and max became really good friends. We'd have playdates together and go to the park, or have more coloring wars. But half way through the year Max got sick. At first it was a cold. But instead he got worse.
I missed him at school. Nobody else talked to me and I was used to it.
One day after school my mom got a phone call. And she started crying. So I crept into the office with my PJ's on. My mom looked over at me with tears in her eyes. I instantly went over to hug her, because my mom taught me that that's what people do to cheer people up.
She hung up and then looked down at me and small smiled. She embraced me back into a hug." Sweetie I got a call from Max's parents." She said holding my hands in hers. She continued, "And they said max is sick and-" she sniffled. "-and is in the hospital."
My eyes went wide. I tried to think what my mom was trying to say. I've read books though, on how people go to the hospital when there really sick though. I liked reading books about doctors for some reason. My mom was suprised when I said I liked reading them, but didn't stop me. As long as it didn't "reveal anything", as she said.
"So we're going to pray for him, ok? And hope that he gets better." She said.
"O-ok." I stuttered.
"Your my brave girl." She said and kissed my forehead.
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We prayed and hoped for Max to get better. Soon we learned that he had cancer. I cried when I heard that. I was scared of losing my best friend. But my mom said to continue to have hope so I did. A month after we heard the news we were told that max passed away.
My mom told me that it was going to be ok. That everything was going to be alright.
I didn't feel alright though. I asked God, why...why would this happen? I didn't fully understand what happened when somebody died, because my mom said she would explain to me when I'm older.
Elementry school came to an end and summer started bring green trees and hot weather. This summer was beautiful like no other. So I tried to make the best of it.
Instead of going outside though I became antisocail and lonely. Because I knew all I had now was time. Time until elementry school would start. Therefore I couldn't relax and have fun, I thought to myself. I felt like I couldn't enjoy the weather like I wanted to.
I only waited until Elementry school came. The diffrence of going would be that I wouldn't have a bestfriend by my side. And I wasnmt prepared for that.
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AUTHORS NOTE:
Hope you liked it the next chapter will be continuing with her day going to school.
Love you guyses!
