Mr Holmes (Sherlock x Reader - TeacherxStudent)

The Return

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It was Monday and you had to go to school, you didn't want to because Mr Holmes and Dr Watson would be there, Dr Watson did nothing wrong but Mr Holmes did and he was the last person you wanted to see. You walked into class and sat down in the back.

"Okay Class Go Over Pages One Too Seven And Write Some Notes In Your Books, And Miss (Y/L/N) Could You Please Step Outside So We Can Go Over What You Missed Last Week".

You weren't going to argue, you didn't want to be here any longer than you had to and if talking to him now would let you leave straight after then so be it.

"Miss (Y/L/N), Can You Stay After Class Me And Dr Watson Would Like To Have A Word With You About Some Of Your Behavor".

You knew that was just a cover but you had no choice.

"I Don't Have A Choice Do I Mr Holmes".

"No You Don't".

"Then Stop Phrasing It Like A Question".

Of course you weren't going to be all sweet and polite, he deserved it, you just hope they didn't want to talk about much.

Class had ended you made your way down to the front row and sat down, Dr Watson hadn't arrived yet so you rested your head down on your head and stoped any attempt at conversation with Mr Holmes. You herd the door open but didn't bother lifting your head.

"Um, Miss (Y/L/N) Dr Watson is here".

"Well Let's Get On With It Then".

You lifted your head and rested it ontop of your hands.

"Were Waiting On One More Person, Maybe Two".

What you didn't agree to that.

"Sorry But I Wasn't Informed That Others Were Involved, I'm Leaving".

You knew it was Mycroft and Lestrade coming and you couldn't face Mycroft right now.

"No Your Not, But We Will Give You Some Privacy".

Dr Watson could tell you were uneasy and made Mr Holmes leave the room. You went to a corner and cried, you couldn't deal with this right now, this last week you've been a complete mess and you still were, they ruined you, but it was for there own good. You got up and went back to were you were sitting, you kept crying, you put your head down and slowly started to calm, you didn't want to do this and they were going to force you to. The door opened but you didn't have the heart or the strength to look up, you knew all four of them were there and you couldn't face them.

"Sherlock What Is She Doing Here".

That was Mycroft obviously still upset but you didn't blame him.

"She Looks Unwell Is She Okay".

Lestrade always making sure people were Okay.

"She's Not Sick, Just Depressed".

Dr Watson with a accurate diagnosis, you definitely were depressed.

"Of Course She's Not, She Has No Reason To Be Depressed John".

Ah Mr Holmes heartless as ever.

"Sherlock Watch Your Mouth".

Dr Watson always keeping him inline.

You lifted your head, you knew you looked like hell but didn't care, that's were you would end up one day, might as well start now.

"Now Why Am I Here Mr Holmes, Mycroft Clearly Doesn't Want To Be In The Same Room As Me, Lestrade Is Having Conflicting Emotions, Dr Watson Seems To Only Be Here To Keep You And Mycroft Inline And You Don't Care About Me, So I'll Ask Again, Why Am I Here".

You said that last part though clenched teeth, you were all here against your will and none of you want to be here.

"Your Wrong John Cares For You As Well As The Rest Of Us, Even Me".

He was telling the truth but you still couldn't believe it.

"I Doubt That Mr Holmes But That Is The First Time I've Been Wrong So Enjoy It While It Lasts".

"Your Here Because I Want To Apologies".

No That was wrong.

"No Mr Holmes, Dr Watson Wants You To Apologies".

"Yes".

"Then It's Not Excepted, Although I'm Sure It's Lovely I Don't Do Fake Apologies".

"(Y/N) Please Drop The Formalities, Call Us By Our First Names While We're Outside Of Class Hours".

"Very Well John".

"Now Sherlock".

"Did I Say You Could Call Me That".

You were just getting upset again, John was trying to show care and friendship.

"I'm Just Going To Leave".

You didn't want to be there, you felt like crying and screaming, everything you had built this year was gone, you had no one.

"Sit Down (Y/N)".

"So You Do Speak Mycroft".

You were trying to make some of the tension go away but it wasn't happening.

"I Do Want To Apologies For One Thing Though Miss (Y/L/N)".

"And What's That Mr Holmes".

"What I Made You Do To Mycroft, That Wasn't Fair And I Can See That You Doing What You Did Was Your Breaking Point And I Pushed You Over, I'm Sorry".

You smiled at him to show you acknowledge his apology.

"What Do You Mean What You Made Her Do".

Mycroft was confused, he didn't understand, he was still upset with you.

"Thank You Mr Holmes, But You Might Want To Explain This One".

He nodded and proceeded to tell Mycroft about how he told you to stop leading him on and how it would be best if you just stopped talking to him altogether and that he made up you not wanting to see him anymore which forced you to go along with it and crush his heart, by the end Mycroft had shed a tear and was looking at you sadly, you were doing the same.

"Mycroft I Thought It Was For Your Own Good, Even If It Meant Hurting Myself, As long As You Were Okay That's All That Matterd To Me".

You were softly crying and Mycroft almost was too.

"Mr Holmes I Exept Your Apology, And I Believe Mycroft Dose To, However That Dose Not Change Anything Else, You Broke Me Mr Holmes, I'm Damaged Beyond Repair And It's Your Fault, Your An Amazing Man Mr Holmes And I'm Glad I Met You But You Cannot Change What You Did, Lestrade Your Like A Father To Me, Your A Protective Dad, John And Mycroft Your Like Older Brothers To Me, You All Make Me Feel Safe And Happy, Mr Holmes I Got Close To You And Met These Amazing People I Also Met You An Extraordinary Man And In Two Days You Riped That From Me, And To Think I'm Still In Love With You, You Broke Me Mr Holmes And You Continue To Do So, If Any Of You Chose I Will Leave You Alone, I Will Never Talk To You Again If You Feel Your Better Off Without Me Then Fine, You Don't Deserve To Suffer I Will Make A Sacrifice If It Means You Are All Better Off".

Yes you told everyone you were in love with Mr Holmes but you didn't care, you put all your cards on the table, it was there choice not yours.