Bullied by One Direction

Chapter 5 ~ Park

I could barely put my foot on the ground, It felt like someone stabbed the bottom of my foot. I limped to the door. I wanted to go to the park, I can't go out my window because it's jammed. My mother did it so i didn't have any "Plans?".  Anyways. I know i shouldn't come out, But i am so bored. i need to go do something, So i wanted to go to the park.  I opened the door handle and the music got louder.  Random people partying in all different rooms, The kitchen was packed with hungry teens, As well as the dining room.  The living room was filled with loungers.  The hallway had talkers in it.  I passed by everyone in the hallway, No sign of the boys.  I saw my mother getting punch, and she was scanning the party, I dont know why?.  I walked into the living room, Vanessa was there, I wen't down the stairs and to the front door. I saw, THEM!. He pushed me as he walked by and gave me a awful look, "Freak". They all laughed.  "Where are you going slut?". Harry asked. I ignored him and wen't out the door.  I grabbed my skateboard and wen't to my local park.  

I made it there and walked in the gates. I walked over to the bench swing and layed down,  I stared at the stars just thinking about the horrible life i am forced to live, It's like i'm trapped.  In this horrible place, I could have landed somewhere else on earth whrere my parents would have loved each other and me. But instead i get this load of crap.  WHY GOD, WHY?. I wish i had music to set this mood straight, But my mother never gave me any mobile device, My computer was given from my father for the future, The reason my mother never took it away was because it's the only thing that keeps me accupied in sittuations like this.  anyways, I wish i lived a new life, Ya know?.  I wish, My life would atleast get better, Like my mother and sister died, Yaya!!!!!...To harsh..Okay.

I just stared up at the beautiful sky when.."Hello, May me and my sister sit there?". Some cute little kid asked with her sister.  "Oh, Of course". I got up and hopped off of the swing. "Thank you". She said.  "No problem".  I walked over to the one person swing and swang there.  Time was slow.  I kinda was just sitting there watching the world.  Like i don't have anything better to do, That's true, I don't.   I should have brought a book or something usefull for this thing.  

I wonder what time it is?, I spotted a watch on a womans wrist. "Oh hello, Can you tell me what time it is?". I asked the lady pushing a stroller.  "Oh it's almost almost seven thirty dear". The woman said looking down at her watch.  "Thank you!". I replied.  Well the party doesn't end for a half an hour, I can almost do whatever i want, Except you know get a tattoo, get Liquor, rob a bank, Oh you get the idea. I left the gates of the park and i walked down the street. I saw something green in the corner of my eye, I wen't closer to it, It was a 20 dollar bill. SCORE!!!. Awesome, Some luck?.  I picked up the dollar and stuffed it in my pocket, I don't know if i should ask anyone who it belongs to or keep it. Yeah the second option. I continued to walk and mine my own buisness like nothing happened.