˗ˏˋ 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 ᵏᵒᵒᵏᵛ

3 • 𝘪 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘰

18.2.19

I saw you smile the best today; a big, positive sign of content that I knew so well. Your body was racking with laughter, shaking from the amount of humour you were receiving to the heart. An evident, cute blush dusted your usually pale cheeks this time. Your hands were politely tucked behind the folds of your sleeves and placed in front of your lap, a friendly gesture you used whenever you met someone new.

But it wasn't me who made you smile.

Who was this person that made you happier than I could in the past few days that you had your facade running? When you were building those four walls up again- these walls that I begged you to break down for me to come in? You seemed happier, a lot more joyful than when you saw me, when you heard my voice calling after you, when I say your nickname, when I tried to help you. How is he any different from me, Kim Taehyung? Why do you allow him to let you laugh, and not me?

"Why, hyung? Why can't we continue dreaming? Dreams can bring miracles, too. It can help us live."