˗ˏˋ 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 ᵏᵒᵒᵏᵛ

6 • 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘢𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘯 𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳

20.2.19

I blamed myself for not trying hard enough, for not protecting you better. You had laughed, sang your heart out, smiled such pure happiness but they were all false remedy. You only tried your best to hide these feelings from me, and I get it, you were scared- suffering before I could catch you. But why? Why would you go this far into your shadows and masks, when you know I'm desperate to get you out of it? I hate this facade you're pulling, and I hate everything you've done just to stay away from me. Just because you're afraid?

Afraid of what? Me knowing the truth of the real you, whom you had hidden from me all our childhood? You're only hurting yourself more- and I hate it.

"But you still have me, TaeTae. Aren't I your miracle?"