Emotional Change

Prologue

I remember the day I said those five tragic words. When I cried those five words, I didn't expect anything to happen. Heck, I thought I would keep living my life in the same, old fashioned way. But I was wrong.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

I had been awake for a half an hour but I didn't want to leave my fluffy blankets and pillows. Especially for school. Now, who would want to get up for that? To experience the frustration and anger from people you don't know? To feel all alone when there is people all around? People that don't understand you. That will never understand you. And you just accept it and blame it on yourself? To go home and not even get a break because you still have homework that has to be done? To then be confused and too embarrassed to ask for help? And then just except that you failed? For the teachers to believe that you have potential but you never let it out? And every day you search through your mind thinking that maybe it's locked up and that you can unleash it? No. I wouldn't get up for that. I'd rather be invisible. In fact, "I wish I was invisible".