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~Madison's pov~

The day I met him , Stokeley Clevon 
The boy who stole my heart and broke it a few times but he always comes back to fix it
My whole life changed , I thought it was for the best but everyone tells me he's no good
I'll see for myself if he's no good

" MADISON COME DOWNSTAIRS AND EAT "
My mom yells from downstairs
I'm Madison my friends call me modi or madi , I'm 17 and a junior in highschool
My mom ,works as a  pilot her name is Juliana
My dad left when I was 4 he has another family but he still tries to come around
My sister Nayeli but we cal her neli , she's 16 and we're pretty close I mean we tell eachother almost everything
And then there's my little brother chase
He's only 4 months old

I walked into the kitchen and all I could spell was the amazing smell of lasagna
" hey how was your nap? " my mom asks

" i didn't really nap I talked to Stokeley on the phone " I shrug as I sit down next to my sister

" Stokeley is a lame ass boy he don't deserve you" my sister mumbles

" watch your language around me " my mom says giving her a death stare

" sorry I forgot "

My mom knows me and my sister say words we shouldn't and she allows us as long as we don't say them around her
Nayeli forgets sometimes , we both do

" when are you finally going to stop letting Stokeley back in your life? " my mom asks

" when I'm tired of him just drop it okay "

I'm pregnant , something I've kept secret for a few weeks now but it's getting hard to hide
I'm pregnant by a guy who can't love no matter how hard he tries .
I haven't even told Nayeli , the one person closest to me besides my bestfriend Elle
We all finished eating in silence like always

" Stokeley supposed to be coming over is that okay? " I ask my mom

" yeah sure that's fine but I wanna talk to you and your sister " she says
" I have to go back to work tomorrow  , can I trust you two to watch your brother? " she asks

" we can tomorrow but what about when we have school " Nayeli says

" I'll get a babysitter for him while you guys are at school "

" yeah I'll watch him but you owe me " I say
My mom laughed and rolled her eyes
I'll watch chase , it'll be good practice
I'll have a little baby of my own In 7 months
My moms pretty much rich , she had a good job before being a pilot is a good job too
I think she'd be supportive but who knows

" I leave tomorrow at 5am and don't know when I'll be back "

" ok wake me before you leave " I say as I walk back upstairs

" madi stokeley is here " my sister yells from downstairs, I had to change my mom wouldn't of let Stokeley come over if I didn't have appropriate pants on
Which doesn't matter to me if he sees my ass
Because well I'm pregnant
I run downstairs and give him a huge hug

" hey my love how are you feeling? " he asks

" im good lets go upstairs " I grab his hand and lead him upstairs

" I see your gaining weight " he says looking at me up and down

" yeah um Ive been eating a lot I guess " I shrug

" no you haven't when we aren't together we're on FaceTime "
Does he know? If he figured it out my mom will too which means no more hiding it

" yeah um I don't know, want to see my new drawing?" I ask
I draw a lot and he always wanted to see all of them , he's a sweetheart even though my mom doesn't seem to notice that

" Madison don't change the subject I know why your gaining weight, why haven't you talked to me about it? "
He truly seems concerned , maybe he won't be upset about it . Maybe this will make him realize there's more to life than sex
He cheats a lot but I deal with it
I talk to other boys , I don't fuck them because I have self respect but I flirt

" I'm pregnant okay? I found out a few weeks ago I thought you'd be mad I didn't know what to do Stokeley "

" you talk to me modi I know I'm not the best boyfriend but I'm here for you baby why wouldn't you talk to me " he says sitting next to
Me putting his arm around me

" I'm still trying to get used to the idea of me having a baby , of us having a baby "

My sister walked past " quiet down modi your talking kind of loud and that's something mom shouldn't hear before she leaves "

Well now she knows also
" don't tell mom at all please , let me do it " I say to her

" yeah of course " she says closing the door
My sisters the best honestly

" do you know the gender? " Stokeley asks

" no I haven't been to a doctor yet and I'm not far enough along to tell "

He kisses my forehead and he gets up to grab the tv remote

" what are we going to watch babe " he says turning it on

" do we have to watch anything?" I ask with a smirk , I read online that sex during a pregnancy is safe
I quit smoking and drinking and going out when I found out , maybe this pregnancy isn't what Dion needs maybe it's what I needed to settle my ass down
17 is kind of young to have a baby but life goes on I guess

" your pregnant we aren't having sex "

" it's fine to have sex and we might as well do it now because when I'm bigger we are not fucking sorry " I laugh

I heard a knock on my door
" come in " I shout , my mom opens the door

" just wanted to make sure you guys still had clothes on , Stokeley you have to leave at 8 and please leave the door open " she says

" can he sleep over please it's not a school night and he can help with chase while your at work " I ask , surprisingly she agreed
Although the door has to stay open
Which is fine because while he watches a movie I'm going to sleep on his chest
Most comfortable place to be


* 1083 words *

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