Revolving hero <<NOMIN>>

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Jaemin slammed the door to his rented apartment and wiped the salty water on his cheeks. The apartment wasn't that big, but it was all he needed. Jaemin walked to the bathroom and opened the cabinet with red stained razors placed on the bottom.

Jaemin looked at his reflection in the mirror. Hearing the words he hears everyday
Slut
Ugly
Fat
Faggot
Whore
Die!
He placed the object onto the fragile skin and dug it in. Red liquid slowly pouring out, getting more faster with each deep cut.

Jaemin dropped the razor, feeling the similar feeling he feels everyday. He breathed to try and stop but it didn't work. He was sick on top of the pool of blood.

"Fuck this!" Jaemin screamed and threw the razor on the floor and cleaned up everything.

Just as he finished there was a knock on the door. He placed a black hoodie onto his body and walked up to the door and opened it.

"Hello. You are Na Jaemin right?" The guy asked. He looked to be around 40-50 years old

"Yes I am. Can I help?" Jaemin said calmly

"My son was worried. He saw you come in earlier. He said you had been crying. I just wanted to check if everything is ok you know. I need to make sure that everyone living here is safe" he said and Jaemin remembered him, he was the owner of the apartment block

"Oh um yeah I'm fine. You know, rough day at school, like everyday" Jaemin said and the older guy nodded

"To take your mind off of it do you want to talk to my son? I'm sure he'll be happy to talk to you" Jaemin modded and the offer and took the keys to the apartment and followed the guy.

"Jisung. This is Jaemin" his dad introduced me

"I'm Park Jisung" jisung held out a hand

"Na jaemin" Jaemin accepted the hand shake

"Oh you're the one in school" Jisung said and Jaemin looked down

"Don't worry though. Me and my friend don't care what you do. If you like it and then it's your choice" Jaemin slowly smiled

"Thanks. My old friends can't say the same but you know" Jaemin Sat down next to Jisung

"Lee Donghyuck right?" Jaemin nodded

"Tsk I don't get him. He bully's gay people but I swear he's gay himself!" Jisung shouted

"Does he bully you?" Jaemin asked and he nodded

"Because he saw me and my friend, Zong Chenle Do a dare our other friend, Huang Renjun gave us. Who cares if we're gay anyway, gay means happy for god sake" Jaemin laughed

"I've heard people say he likes Mark Lee as well. I don't get it anymore. Lee jeno is just so confusing as well"

"But Mark is gay. He hangs out with Chenle's cousin, you know Lucas? Him and he told Lucas he was gay but he would never tell Haechan for some reason. I think he knows what haechan does and he's scared because he doesn't want to lose him because mark likes him" Jisung explained