Physcopath Love 🖤

I can't do it..

Suga woke up after a few minutes confused and then realizing what happened. He got up his vision blurry, but he stumbled upstairs to the door holding onto the knob tightly till he pushed himself onto the couch in the living room. He saw that the door was closed and thought that Jungkook was still inside, so he went looking in the house till he heard a noise coming from the bathroom near his room. He walked upstairs silently making sure to not make a noise.. as he went closer to the door he heard silent sobs coming inside. He slowly opened the knob and saw Jungkook in the shower crying while covering his face. Suga felt something break inside him like a rock being thrown at glass. He fell to his knees crawling towards him, and huddled next to him. He hugged him gently making sure he felt comfortable, yet he still knew he felt scared and just wanted to leave and live a normal life. He whispered in hise quietly with gentleness in his voice, " Jungkook I'm sorry.. I know I ruined your life and used you, but I just wanted you! Not for pleasure but for love.. It's just I didn't realize it until now " he said with a few hiccups. Tears were strolling down his cheeks and started turning into a mess forgetting that Jungkook was watching him. Jungkok stopped crying and started wiping tears off Suga's face. Jungkook chuckled a bit and responded, " It's ok for now.. but I would like a small kiss on a cheek instead " his voice was a bit raspy and low after holding in his cries. Suga looked up and slowly started to calm down and felt a bit better. Jungkook got up lifting Suga up off his feet, from this action Suga let out a small surprised gasp and held on his hands tightly. " Don't do that out of nowhere..," Suga said with a pout and looked away, Jungkook smiled and nodded and picked him up slowly and walked out going downstairs to set him down on the couch. He sighed not knowing what to do after what happened with them. Suga started biting his lip and got up kissing Jungkook on the cheek, and quickly sitting back down covering his face with a tint of pink on his cheeks. Jungkook froze in place processing on what just happened, and  just rubbed his head letting out a bunny smile. Suga peeked out of his palms and started to smile a bit. Jungkook sat down next to him and started cuddling up on him. Suga was surprised, yet again by his actions but let it slide noticing that Jungkook was slowly falling asleep on his shoulders. He smirked and layed his head on Jungkook's and fell asleep as well with a small smile on his face.  

Alrighty fellas that was it! Sorry to say but I need to start planning things in my life and I've been in a tight spot lately. I'm sorry if it wasn't the best but you can expect some more in the future once I feel like I should do more writing. Don't get your hopes too high and love ya also this was for a special somebody 💝 ( 25habre )