Happy Beginning 💛❤️

Chapter 7

Regina's POV

I step into the warm water flowing through the shower head, releasing a well and truly needed moan of satisfaction, I think of the past events how I went from being employed to being unemployed in seconds I guess that's the downfall of dating your boss then falling in love with a student, but then I just think about how much I truly love Emma and how happy she has made me already, I just know I'm falling in love with her shit I can't fall in love with her.. I can't.. My mom doesn't know I'm even Bisexual, I cannot let her find out now she'd never except me.. She's always told me that being homophobic is the way forward. Oh god. I thought to myself as I felt the burning of the water, i didn't react to this until I felt as if my skin was on fire, my thoughts go out on hold whilst I jumped out the shower an wrapped a towel round myself. I walked to my bed and laid down,thinking of how I could break it to Emma that we cannot be in a relationship, picking my phone up I type a message.

Regina: hey. Are you able to answer the phone if I call?

It wasn't long before I got an answer.

Emma: anything for you babe.

I don't actually know how I'm going to break it to her that I'm not up for a relationship and basically break her heart, she's gone through enough already.

"Hey Emma, look.. Whatever we have between us.. It can't happen, it's not allowed to happen.. I'm sorry but I am not prepared for this. Just..just stay out of my life" I worked out what I was going to say when she answered the phone, now it was time to actually say it to her, I dialled her number and waited for her to answer. It was not long at all till she answered the phone.

"Hey babe, what's up? You hurt? You okay? Did something happen? Oh my god did Graham come back to hurt you?" My heart melted the way she was talking, the way she cared for me, and loves me. How can I say this now.

"Hey, hot tits" i cannot believe I came out with that, it's actually awful, this was planning out to be harder than I wanted it be "well I umm just wanted to say that.. That I umm.. Really.." I could not seem to get the words out, everything was just a big jumbled mess in my mind. "I really cannot wait to get you in my bed later.. And show you what I was going to show you last night!" I cannot break this girls heart I love her and I cannot deny it, so I may as well show her how loved she is.

"Regina.. Stop it, I cannot go back into my boys hospital room wet! Calm yourself till later! I love you goof ball."she made kissing noises over the phone this made me smile profusely.

"I love you too twinkle toes! And trust me I'll save it ALL for later, and not just my words,but my body too" I whispered in a seductive way, I hear a whimper from the other side and I know my task was complete "goodbye my love I'll see you later, give Henry my love"

"Hey Mills.. How'd you feel about seeing Henry, now that he's not so Ill,he'd love to see you" Emma sounded so sweet an innocent when she spoke about her son.

"If that's what he would like, then I don't mind at all, I would defiantly love to get to know him" I smiled at the thought of meeting him again but this time in more positive circumstances.

"Of course he would like to meet you Regina, I mean I've spoken about you a lot since getting here! Anyway I need to get back, I'll see you later! Love you" Emma ended the call and I was left led on my bed thinking about how much I love her, I don't know how I could fall in love with someone so quickly but I did and there's nothing I can or will do about that.