Justin's POV.
I'm going to tell Selena everything and finish this, once and for all. I pull my car in front of her house before I can do anything to stop myself. She doesn't deserve me, she deserves a more devoted man. This is the best for both of us. All I can hope for now is that she understands.
I look around, in case there are paparazzies snooping around. Realizing the coast is clear, I press the doorbell with sweaty hands, a small voice inside me praying she's not at home. I heard footsteps inside the house and immediately knew Selena is inside. She opens the door with a big smile. "Justin! Why didn't you call before you come?"
She holds my hand and brushes my finger with hers, making me feel sorry and even ashamed of myself. I know she loves me and can't stand anymore heart breaks. I knew it all along. No, I quickly tell myself. I have a plan. I love Violet. I have no feelings towards Selena.
"Sel, I have to talk to you." I say, like I've always rehearsed.
"Yeah, you better." she laughs. "You haven't even called me yesterday!"
I look into her eyes. "I think we should break up." I say without pausing for breath.
"Excuse me?" she scoffs then laughs. "Justin, enough of your pranks already!"
"I'm serious." I say and feel her wincing, letting go of my hand. With my head down and eyes staring at the concrete floor, I cannot make out her expression. Believe me, I can already picture her face now as she lets go of my hand.
"Is it another girl?" she finally says as I make out the despondency in her voice. How can I tell her the truth? I can't afford to let her know about Violet right now. Knowing there's not going to be an answer from me, Selena shouts and sobs, "ANSWER ME! ANSWER ME, YOU ASSHOLE!"
I pause for a while and say, "I'm sorry, Sel."
"I thought you loved me! I thought you were different from the others! But you're just as shitty as them!" she cried hysterically. "I loved you with all my heart, and yet I thought you felt the same!"
"I'm sorr---"
"No." she wipes her tears. "No, Justin. Don't be sorry. Baby I love you. I love you." Her tears came out again. "Please don't leave me. Please."
She grabs my hand again, her hands wet with tears. "You'll find a guy better than me, I'm not worth it." I say, using my other free hand to push away hers.
"But what about that other girl? Is she worthy of you? Does she deserve you more than me?!"
"You don't know us." I look away, ashamed to look into her eyes.
"I know you, baby. I love you," I can barely make out what she says, her voice portrays the wound inside of her.
"But I love her." I force myself to say.
"No!" she shouts, back to her hysterical self. "YOU DON'T!"
"Selena, it's over. We're over." I say and walk away. Selena pleads behind me, "Justin! Don't leave me!" I open the car door and drive away into the dark. I glance at the side mirror to see Selena kneeling at the front door, crying her eyeballs out.
"I'm sorry." I say to her or rather myself in the car, hoping somehow after two years being together, she'll know how sorry I am towards her. As if she hadn't heard enough sorry's.
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Heart-throb (A Justin Bieber Fanfic)
Fanfiction(Contains R-Rated scenes) It was an unusual kind of relationship. Violet and Justin were hiding it for a year, doing everything secretly, blindfolding the paparazzi, the press and even his girlfriend Selena. They made it through the ups and downs...
