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I didn't hear the door opening down stairs, I didn't  know how she got it but I'm so thankful she did.

Alison

I was laying down feeling so numb . I was laying on my left side with my left hand under my head, back against the ceiling and trying so hard to get myself of the wooden floor.

I felt her hands on my shoulders helping me up she put my arm around her shoulder helping me walk to my bed.

and suddenly it hit me; all the feelings came back. 

The pain

Alison was slowly leaning me down on the bed but I quickly pull her in wrapping my sore arms around her holding her tight like she was a fragile peice of glass that would break if I let her go. Even though I'm the fragile one here.

She was surprised by my actions but she responded by wrapping her arms around me. I was so thankful.

"Alison" I whisper

"Rose" She whispers hugging me tight

"I'm here baby, don't worry" she whispers loud enough for me to hear

"Thank you Alison so much" I say breathing heavily

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry" I kept saying stuff I just wanted her to know how thankful I am that she copes with everything that happenes to me and helps me go through it. I keep draging her into this mess and it's all my fault, no shit.

Tears were in my eyes and my vision was getting blury. 

"Don't be Rose, just breath" she says calming me down knowing I'm on the verge of tears. She pulled away from the hug even though I wasn't willing but did anyway.

 She puts her hand on my now puffy face wiping away the tears that I didn't notice ran down my cheek and I look in her eyes

I can see light, the way they showed hope, empathy

You could see care in her eyes

Love 

She has eyes like the ocean. Like you took bits and peices and formed them into eyes. They're beautiful.

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A/N: I last updated like two days ago but honestly I have absolutely no motivation to keep writing this 'story' but I'll try and update and see where this leads think  AND I'll post twice today beacus Ethan will be showing up in the next chapter I PROMISE AND I WILL POST LONGER CHAPTERS TOO yeaaah 



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