daily grace

19 feb. 2019

(picture is mine)

- woke up around 9:38ish
- listened to a sexual vibes playlist for almost an hour lolol
- made scrambled eggs and tea+ate at the kitchen table while listening to a throwback playlist
- went back to my room/bed and ranted over text with my close friends
- felt sad and heartbroken+changed music to sad playlist
- looked in the mirror and changed playlist to vibey playlist and felt good abt myself
- finished writing my introduction work
- ranted more
- drew in bed
- finally put my clean clothes in the closet
- finished my drawings
- felt upset and frustrated with my drawings
^ the girls eyes are too close and the guy is just a mess in himself
- went on my phone
- said bye to my mom before she left for work
- went downstairs to eat pizza, a bit of leftover pasta, and water
- re-lit the wood stove fire
- went upstairs and sang in my room while trying on outfits
- dad came home from work so i said hi
- showered
- sat on my phone while i dried off
- felt sad about something
- got dressed for bed
- brushed my teeth
- went back to my room
- went on my phone again (still while listening to music)
- finished homework
- drew
- phone again
- listened to music while trying to get tired
- slept around 12-12:30

today was average. i didn't go anywhere so really my emotions were based off what i saw in the mirror, the music i listened to, and what happened while on my phone. i felt mostly fine today. a few flashes of feeling down and angry, plus i did get teary at one point, but it was good compared to other days. the past four days have been an extended weekend so it's back to school tomorrow. let's hope the rest of the week is fine. bye bye

(it's about 10:14 when i'm publishing this but i already know how my nights usually go)