daily grace

20 feb. 2019

(picture is mine)

- i half-dreamt that i missed my first few alarms and thought i was late (completely forgetting how to tell time and still didn't realize it was an hour early when i checked my phone)
- i was halfway through my mourning routine (which means i was fully dressed and my teeth were brushed) when i finally realized what had happened
- internal scream moment but just finished up with makeup and packing my bag
- said bye to my dad when he left for work
- i laid back down in bed and watched youtube for about 45 minutes
- did one last checkup in the mirror and brushed my teeth (again lolol)
- went downstairs and tended to the fire
- waited for+got on the bus
- listened to music
- walked into the school with my friend
- asked my moms friend+my friend for help with printing a civ paper
- went to bio
^ had a lab about traits and made the beauty that is gregory (picture up above) plus two more named '.0' (pronounced: point oh), and gregette (the only one we were proud of)
- made communist jokes with friend in civ
- did group worksheets in spanish and it was mostly boring but i got to joke with some classmates
- english was boring
- PE was long period. the teacher talked for most of it and then aly and i grouped with abby and emily for a game of badminton
- lunch was nice, i talked with renee and celia
- we got a new piece in chorus for next year+shauna, renee, and i made a joke at the beginning of class and i couldn't stop thinking about it
- geometry was boring cause i don't understand what we're doing
- i listened to music on the bus ride home
- i got off the bus, ate two pieces of leftover pizza and water, went up to work on homework
- went on my phone mostly instead
- said hi to my dad when he came home but kept working on homework/going on my phone
- tried on outfits
- showered
- cried in front of the mirror for half an hour
- make stupid faces in the mirror to cheer up
- felt a lot better/happier
- said goodnight to my dad and told him to sleep now instead of later cause he's sick
- went upstairs and finished homework
- listened to music before turning off my phone
- fell asleep

(i'm posting this a day late but🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️)