So, long story short, I did really good for a while with my diet thingy... I ate healthy, drank a bunch of water, and avoided fattening foods. Sometimes I wouldn't eat but it was within reason.
Recently though, I've felt like crap. Ive started drinking soda again and started snacking on a bunch of chips and crackers and stuff.
Overall, I'm back to my beginning weight or more..... I honestly don't know cause I can rarely weigh myself.
But update on my mental health - I wanna start cutting and can't...... I mean, I can do whatever I want.... I just don't want to get caught again and sent to a mental hospital or something. Avoiding food is wayyyy easier. But my parents freak out if they see a scratch on my arm. (There's always my legs though..... and I've gotten away with that a few times.)
That's about all I had to write right now. I'm tired and depressed and feel like shit and I don't want to be under this roof right now.
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RandomOnly reason I'm actually writing this right now is because nobody reads my stuff anymore. Trigger warning in this. I'll be talking about anxiety, depression, eating disorders, and a bunch of other problems that I deal with.
