Soooooo, I already failed day one.
I consumed a net worth of 224 calories today... I think I'll do some exercise before bed to work it all off.My goal by Friday is to have a net worth of -300 calories at least.
I tried so hard not to eat today.
Breakfast - none/ a single hot Cheeto
Lunch - a Chex mix piece thingy.
2nd Lunch (after track) - mac n cheese (220 calories), green tea (0 calories), a single pop tart (110 I think).
Dinner - Spaghetti and meatballs... didn't finish... around 400 calories and I wanna die...I worked out a bunch today though so it's okay. I worked most of the calories off today though.
F*ck! I just opened a soda. There is another 210 calories added....
I've decided that since it is already so late, I'm just gonna work out extra hard tomorrow and make sure to have negative calories.I haven't had soda in a few weeks and I've been proud of myself. Guess I ruined that proud streak today •_•
I promise I'll do better tomorrow. Today I got home from track and I was cold for hours and hours. We had to run in the wind/rain and it was horrible.... as I'm writing this, I'm still a little cold and my room is a good temperature, so I guess it's just me. Plus, my dad said I felt fine (not warm or cold). I guess all of this is slowly working.
By the end of February, I want to be under 100lbs again, at least... that shouldn't be hard since I'm so only a few pounds away, but I don't wanna overestimate my skills to lose weight.Ummmmm, I guess I'll say goodnight. It's getting late and I have no energy. So, GOODNIGHT!
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