Text - [Jenlisa FF]

Chapter 28

"I'll have one hot choco milk". Lisa said calmly, and as she noticed that the boy didn't even paid attention to her, she slammed her hand on the table, making both Jennie and the boy to look at her.

"Could you please stop eye-fucking her and get my order? Or do you want me to call your manager?". The blonde's nose flared. She was totally pissed at the boy. She knows that she had no rights to be jealous because she and Jennie are just friends, but she wouldn't let other people have her Jennie. They may not still be together but she didn't want to share what's hers.

When jennie saw how tensed Lisa is, she reached out for her hand and gently caressed it. The blonde looked at her and Jennie smiled. Once the blonde was calm, they both ordered and the boy said that it'll arrive in five minutes. Enough time for them to start the conversation.

"So". Lisa started. "Care to explain why you ignored me for a month?".

The brunette sighed. This was the topic that she didn't want to talk about, especially to Lisa. But the blonde had the right to know.

"Lisa, I didn't meant to ignore you". She said and looked down, avoiding Lisa's eyes. "You see, when I picked you up the night that you went out with Seulgi, I saw you. You were grinding yourself on some random chick and that made me feel a little uncomfortable". She bit her lip as she continued with her explanation. I don't know why I acted that way when I saw you like that, it's just... It's hard to explain really".

Lisa didn't said a word after that. She waited for the brunette to continue, but when she realized that maybe Jennie was really having a hard time to explain everything, she speak up.

"Jen, I was drunk that night. I had no control over my body, the alcohol took over me. And I'm sorry if what you saw made you feel uncomfortable about me. I won't let that happen next time". She said and reached for both of Jennie's hands. "Im sorry for what you saw that night, it won't happen again".

Jennie finally met Lisa's gaze again and both of them gave each other a small smile.

After that, their food had arrived and they ate but still kept talking about the things they missed during the past month. Suddenly, Lisa asked another question regarding what they talked about earlier.

"You felt uncomfortable about me for a month? Can i ask why?". Lisa asked. "I know that it was because of that night, but c'mon, you wouldn't let it reach for over a month".

Jennie gulped. She really didn't know what to answer. She wasn't sure about her feelings towards Lisa that's why she ignored her, but it really wasn't her plan to do it for a month.

"Well". She started. "I kinda spent my time to think about things. And I was busy with school". She said, crossing her fingers, hoping that the blonde would believe her. Hopefully she did and Jennie thanked all the God's above for that.

"How about you?". Jennie said. "Why'd you kept drinking for over a month?". That wasn't healthy Lisa". She scolded the blonde.

"I did that to forget about the pain. You know how much it hurts me when you ignore me. So for me to be able to cope up with the pain, I drank my sorrows out. That's my way of trying to forget you, I guess". Lisa said and looked down. 'it's now or never' she thought.

Actually, she really had a huge crush on Jennie before and now it turned out that she likes the brunette so much and it reached to the fact that she didn't want to let her go.

"Why would you want to forget about me?". Jennie said, her tone was sad. She didn't expect that Lisa would want to forget everything about her.

"That's not true".

"But you just said tha-".

"It's my feelings for you that I wanted to forget Jennie". Lisa busted out all of a sudden and she immediately cursed herself for it.

On the other hand, Jennie was surprised. Did she heard Lisa right? 'She had feelings for me?' She asked herself.

"You have feelings for me?". Jennie asked, still surprised.

'Fuck it'. Lisa told herself and once again reached for the brunette's soft hands. "Yes Jennie, I do have feelings for you. I just realized it during those at few days that you started to ignore me. I can't get you out of my mind, everyday I think about you. When I close my eyes, all I see is you. Jennie, you started to become my everything ever since the day that you took me home from that bar. That made me realize that you cared for me so much. And that made me have these feelings for you". She gave her hands a light squeeze. "I like you Jennie".

Jennie didn't know what to say. This wasn't the first time that this happened to her but this was the first time that she felt something like this. Once those three words left Lisa's mouth, Jennie felt those butterflies go wild in her tummy. Voices in her head kept replaying those words on and on and on.

"Lis, I don't know what to say". She said honestly.

"You don't have to say anything. I'm just glad that I finally told you about it". Lisa said and squeezed Jennie's hand once more.

After Lisa's confession, both of them decided to go to the park near this coffee shop and talk about each other. Their conversation started from their likes and disliked until they came to the topic about their ex's. They kept on talking and talking until they reached Jennie's house. Knowing Lisa, she would always do everything to make sure that Jennie is safe.

"Thank you for today Lis, and for understanding as well". Jennie said and smiled at the blonde.

"No worries. Just don't do that again will ya?". Jennie nodded and both of them giggled.

Jennie was about to go inside when Lisa pulled her in for a hug. It was tight, making Jennie think that Lisa didn't want to let her go.

"Jennie, believe me when I tell you that I really like you". Lisa whispered in her ear. "And to prove that, I'll court you. I'll do everything to make you mine if you'll let me".

Once again, Jennie didn't know what to say. She didn't know if the blonde was serious or was just messing around with her. But by the time of her voice, she knew she was serious.

When they pulled away, Lisa smiled once more before bidding Jennie goodbye and slowly walking away from her.