Hopeless 卌

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Mikey xx

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Dear mom & dad,

First day of school and I already knew this year was gonna suck. Especially with all the sucky people, the sucky teachers, the sucky lunches and oh yeah, did I mention the people?

Everything was horrible already and the school year hadn't even started. I felt so lonely even though I was surrounded by people.

But I really wanted to try this year. I wanted to try and reinvent myself, and I don't mean dying my hair a different color. I wanted to try and make friends. I even wanted to try getting a boyfriend. I wanted to do things that you guys suggested. I wanted to make you both proud.

Enough of the sappy stuff, I'm gonna tell you about my day.

After third period had ended, it was the lunch block. I ended up eating alone yet again, but I did get a better seat this time. I was extremely close to that 'Luke Hemmings' guy I told you about.

Today he wore tight black jeans (that accentuated his butt if I may say) and a black tee shirt with a red flannel. I ate my egg sandwich and watched him talk to his crowd of people that had collected just to listen to the story of how he broke his wrist one time. The entire time I could practically hear dad saying 'make a move son' and mom saying 'go get em sweetie'. But it was Luke. Why would he chase after me? I had colorful hair that stuck up in every angle and wore sweaters and tight jeans, similar to his.

I wasn't the best of the best and he was. He could rock a varsity jacket while I looked better in a potato sack. I really wish I had friends to talk this out with. I'm stuck on ideas on what to do. I really like him and think he's a great guy, but how do I get his attention?

Maybe it's best if I don't.

Love you lots, miss you even more.

Mikey xx

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Short. Short. Short.

Sorry guys, it's still an idea-ish.

I don't really have a set plan ATM

Lol bye.

Peace

-jc :)