Choosing between two

Chapter 1

łilly's p.o.v.
Me and Elmo have been friends for a long 3 years! Same for Chase. I had the same amount of love for both of them, but I had a little crush on Chase. It would go away. Anyway, I was hanging out with Elmo the other day, and I see Chase coming our way. I was hesitating because the last time I saw him, we made out!! I was really starting to sweat. I almost fainted! Before Chase could even say anything, I grabbed Elmo and kissed him. I was trying so hard not to look at Chase, but I peaked at him. He looked quite surprised. I heard him leave, then I pulled away and left.
1 hour later 1 hour later, I got a text from Elmo.

Elmo🍒: No offense, but what was that for?
You: I just.... I hesitated ok, it's nothing anyway!
Elmo🍒: Ok chill bro!
You: Bu.... I have to talk to Chase right now!!!

I turned off my phone and shoved it in my back pocket. I got up, then went to Chase's house.
Once I got there, I was tempting to go back but I had already knocked.
C- Oh, Hey lily.
Ł- I've got to talk to you, now!!!
C- Ok, I guess??

He led me inside and told me to sit.

C- So, what's up??
Ł- Look, I'm sorry for what happened earlier, and I need to confess something.
C- What is it?
Ł- I..I...I think I like you?
C- Woo, that escalated quickly!
Ł- I know, I know. It's ok if you reject me, I understand.
I get up and walk out of the door almost crying, when I felt a slight tug in my arm.
C- Look. I've known you for a long time, and...
Ł-and you don't like me in that way. I know.
C- No,no. I thought you'd never say that!
Ł- Say what?
C- That you like me, cus I also like you Lily. I really do.

My heart sank to the floor when he said that. I honestly stopped him from seeing that by blush. His big smile gave my stomach butterflies, and his silky hair made me want to kiss those lips. He pulled me into a kiss as I blushed even more. I was very happy, and I wanted to jump up and down. He pulled away and looked at me.
C- I'm soo sorry for...that!
I looked at him for 3 seconds and kissed him. Same happiness. Same feelings all over again. Yet this time, it felt like I was in control.