SCARRED

TEASER

What happens to a person when all that love brings you, is pain? This had been a question on Jimin's mind for quiet some time. Everyday he woke up he cursed him self for the pain he knew you were going through. But what are the chances that he, the man who completely overwork himself and pushes his body long past the breaking point, had the pain mark?

He hoped that you would one day understand that all of this was something he needed to do to be happy. And that he, despite of the pain and suffering he had brought you so far, loved you with all his heart. As much as he hated it, the mark the two of you shared wasn't all bad, sometimes he wondered if he could even function without it. It came with pain, but also so much pleasure.

Whenever he was up late practicing, he would suddenly feel his muscles relax even after an incredible long day. The only explanation for that was that you had to be in some kind bath. If he was ever nervous before an interview or a concert, and kept running his hands through his hair, you would stroke your own cheek and kiss your shoulder. Leaving him gasping for air with a shy smile on his face, flustered and in awe because of your forever intimate and sweet gestures.

He needed you, he craved you. Every love song he sang was meant for you, every step he took he hoped would bring him closer to where ever you were. Please come home to me soon, let me be your home. He was a desperate man, searching the world and poking and pinching himself when ever he walked through a crowd. Hoping you would one day be there, flinching because of the pain, the pain that would finally had brought the two of you together.

I promise I'll soon be with you my love, everything I do, I do for us and the future we will one day finally share. I'm sorry for all the pain and suffering, I guess that's just our destiny. But trust me when I say that I will spend the rest of my life, making you feel more love than pain. That my queen, is a promise to you I will never break.