I'm walking down the cold streets of Chicago my hometown, with my best friend besides me. We were both talking about how we wanted to become famous and help our family to get away from these crazy ass streets. We walked to her street when a drive by was happening everything was happening so fast " Run Damaris, Run, RUNN" my best friend who's name is Liliani shouted at me I did but once I looked at the car I see someone who I did not expect but that was not the point. I looked back and shouted to Liliani " HURRY UP LILI , RUN FASTER!" but too late they shot her. My whole word came crushing down I couldn't help but felt guilty, out of no where I had strength and pulled her up while still sobbing and running towards her house. I knocked as hard as I can, her brother Jahseh ( rip jah, also I know jah is not from Chicago but roll with it and I also know that he does not have a sister. Also remember this is fan-fic so not a lot of this is real!) " Jah! Help" I said he hold her I didn't even noticed but I was shot in my leg also but I didn't feel the pain. The only pain I was feeling was for Liliani, the only person I was focused on was Liliani, I didn't care for me at this point. Jahseh was calling the ambulance, I was trying to keep her awake " c'mon lil sis stay awake, stay awake for me, and jah" she wasn't really close with her mom and the others. I still continued " C'mon Liliani I love you, bitch, I ain't never gonna stop loving youu bitch" which made her smile and Jah looked at me and her and gives me a heart warming smile. Then the ambulance came and put her on the stretcher and put her on the ambulance truck, they already put something on my leg to stop the bleeding. Liliani finally decided to say something to me and Jah, she told Jah something but I didn't want to be nosey but all I heard was " I've been waiting on death with a smile on my face, this is the end." Which ached my heart, she also told him " please take care of my big sis" after that she told me "Hey big sis, I love you with all my heart please become famous for me and you! Also I know you are very antisocial but try to become more social I'm not always going to be here, I mean you got jah but I'm wayyyy better" which made Jah and I to sniffle a laugh she continued but whispered in my ear "Never give up boo, never let a guy to play with your heart, always remember me. But nothing is better sometimes, once we both said our goodbyes." I shed a tear. She told us loud and clear "I love you both... a lot" *beep* The line went flat. I couldn't help but sobbed, and I could stop crying and repeated "its all my fault" Jah kept saying "it's not". My mom was already at the hospital, but I didn't care I wanted to stay with Liliani but they wouldn't let me, they just wouldn't!! I tried and tried but they just wouldn't budge. I screamed and cried as they were pulling me away, they finally could. As soon as they did I ran to Jah and hugged him and sobbed in his chest, "Why? Why? Why liliani she was the sweetest person in this world! WE didn't deserve her! She was to good for this world! Why Jah? Why?" And continued to sob Jah finally said something " Hey! Hey calm down aris, at least she's in a better world, and you're right we didn't deserve her, she was to pure for this cruel ass world. But she wouldn't want us to cry over this you know her more than anybody! And remember what she would say right now" "Stop crying you big baby!" We both said at the same time, which made us laugh then he said "I promise I'll keep you safe from with this world" I give him a kiss On the cheek and said "I love you Jah... ummm also I know who was in the car" "Who was it?" But my mom came and was hugging me again she whispered in my ear and said "I'm sorry baby, but after the funeral we are moving to Seattle" I was shocked. I turned to Jah and he looked down like he knew "I'm sorry princess, but I'm also moving after the funeral" he sucked his teeth and said "But to Florida" that hurt my heart "But you promised! You promised you would keep me safe" I looked at him in disbelief, he was looking down and tearing up. I sighed "It's okay Jah! I would definitely miss your crazy ass" he laughed, his mom came up to us and said "I'm sorry, but we are changing the funeral to Florida" I was confused can they even do that ( I don't even know tbh but remember it's all fake) I looked at her like she was crazy but she continued "We are leaving tonight" "Tonight?!" Me and Jah said it at the same time. But they left us alone "Well I guess this is a goodbye" I said "It's not a goodbye, it's a cya later bubs" he said , I sighed and continued to cry again "Please put a red rose for me. Cause you know that was our favorite color" he looked up and wiped my eyes and said "Of course, aris" we hugged so so hard that I heard a crack but we didn't care. We were both walking slowly and said " Cya later bubs" " Cya later bubba" we both said at the same time.
Ever since then I haven't seen Jahseh.
So this is my first ever book, I think you could tell low key. I know it sucks but I don't know why I started sad! Sorry for the misspellings or grammar errors I was rushing. Also this is Liliani for the people who are wondering
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